I think I'll update.

Okay. To start off.

I need to start studying after Christmas.

That means mugging from the start of Boxing day,

-box box box-(Can't help it.)

Till N levels.

一妈 Michelle told me to start soon.

Actually, I got her to thank. 

If not, I wouldn't bother I think.

I'm gonna slaughtered by 二妈 Jas though. 

Forgot everything for POA. -Laughs like an idiot-

Tuition will be hell. I know it.

It's happened once. It will happen again.

They (All four of them) are the self proclaimed 四大恶鬼, each more dangerous than the other.

With the two biggest ones tutoring me. Better start revising early.

Don't wanna get nagged at.

But I'm surprised.

Quite kind you know. So I really appreciate it.

-Laughs like a complete idiot again-

But I sorta envy them.

They've got so many people to rely on.

So many who they can talk to.

Heh. Make me feel a-bit outta place in this world we call home.

I'm tired. Sick and tired of struggling to live through another day.

With that facade that's been melted into my original personality.

I don't know what I should do to finish what I started.

Oh. I'm ranting again. 

Tsk. I need a psychologist I guess. -shrug-

Maybe a shrink?

Anyway! 2 more days before Twilight movie outing.

Hope 一妈 will be able to make it and hopefully drag 二，三和四妈 along.

Well. Not them also can.

I'm not really putting my hopes up high. -smiles stupidly-

Right. Shall end this post here.

I need to wash my shoes and sweep the floor!

See y'all!

xxx

RYAN™