I feel so guilty.
She told me a made her sad often.
I didn't know what I had done before.
Now, I know. And it hurts.
The kind of heart wrenching pain.
It's tearing me apart.
No one can tell though.
I'm good at keeping things to myself.
I've changed, a-lot.
What started as a facade 3 years ago.
It's now become what everyone knows as me.
The kind of darkness you've never seen.
I know.
I'll probably help His Infernal Majesty down there soon.
I've seen you.
Don't lie. I know you're there. Calling me.
Using my parent's voice.
Or my classmates.
Sometimes, using her voice.
I know you want me.
Soon. The Dark Lord will have my soul soon.
I see them again.
Dark humanoid figures.
Am I hallucinating?
Or have I just.. Lost it?
I don't know. Not anymore.
I don't care anymore.
But I'll wait. I'll always will.
Always.

xxx
RYAN™

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