I'm feeling suicidal.
I was enlightened by Nicole a few hours ago.
It speared me nonetheless.
I just feel that things are getting more out of hand.
I don't know how much I can take.
I could very well take a knife and drive it through my neck one day.
It's all a matter of time.
Time never waits for anyone.
I want to turn back time.
Back to when I was still ignorant.
To a time where I need not care about anything.
Please.
Kami-sama. Jikan yo Tomare.
I'm suffering hard inside.
Dying.
Chipping away, bit by bit.
Slowly. Surely.
Stop Time. Please.
I don't want to face reality anymore.
I don't want to face anyone anymore.
I don't want anything anymore.
I don't want.