I forgot to post about the 29th.

Michelle and Jas mum came over to tutor me.

POA was first. Totally forgot everything.

Kena drilled by Jas Ma. xD
Around 11.45 was Maths.

Okay la. She went through my stuff and found things I don't think I could ever find.

Alot of test papers.

Do until 2+ then both of us brain dead.

She brain dead first though. :3

They left at around 2.30+

I was somewhat expecting a "Hello? Lost already." Call.

Woo~ At least I did their homework.

Well. Most of it. Some I don't know how.

Shall ask on friday.

I hate you guys.

Yes. That's right.

You bastards who are in my section.

You fuckbrains you played me out.

You will NEVER talk to me ever again.

Guys like you irk me.

What I needed was someone to cheer me up.

Yet you guys ignore me.

You guys push me down further into my breakdown.

I've had it. Enough of your bullshit.

It's time I've given up.

My feelings locked away.

My heart thrown to another side.

You've pushed me to the edge. You didn't tell me anything!

To you my sweet dear.

However much I love you. I have to let go.

For to love is to let go. I'm sorry.

I've lost all trust in all of you.

9 People To Tag:
Mimi

Michelle
Jaslyn

Jocelyn
Wen Qian

Gwen
Shakina

Gwen
Iscariot

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
R iot! -sardonic grin-

2. Who are you missing right now?
Etto.. 4 Godmothers, bestfriend.. Her.

3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
Hmm? Hello. What you doing here?

4. How many bedrooms are in your house?
3.

5. Is there a reason for your profile song ?
It's nice. Reminds me of my darker past.

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
Nic? Ehh. No.

7. Who was your last text message from ?
bestfriend LOL.

8. What time did you wake up this morning ?
11.16am.

9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you ?
Yes. I'd rather someone be direct than beat around the bush. 

10. Did you mean it when you last said "i love you" ?
Yes.

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single ?
Depends on who actually.

12. What is wrong with you now ?
I'm too lazy and forgetful. xD

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Maybe. Depends.

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad ?
No. The heck?

15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
Ehhh? Yeah, why not?

16.Do you use T9 , word or abc?
T9. abc occasionally.

17.Do you tell your mum everything?
Nope. Like hell I'll tell her.

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of ?
Etto.. Yurong, Jia Ling and Nic. Wait. Jia Qi also.

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope. I rarely say so.

20.Who can you trust ?
bestfriend.

Quiz 2.
1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
cheeks. Cliche lol.

2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?

Sleepy. Somewhat hungry.

3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
Lcuas with his JabbaWockeeZ mask on.

4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
No. I do the housework and buy my own stuff. >.>

5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
Yes. I wanna be a samatarian.

6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
Current one IS. =.=

7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
Yep. -stupid smile-

8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
Your friend going for the movie(Twilight) or not?

9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
What I have to do after christmas.

10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
Yeah. wishful thinking LOL.

11. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
2.03am.

12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
Passed down from dad. Ask him.

13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
My mind is a complete blank right now.

14. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
bestfriend.

The 9 person you just tagged:
Mimi

Michelle
Jaslyn

Jocelyn
Wen Qian

Gwen
Shakina

Lucas
Iscariot

15.Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
Michelle? Single I think.

16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
 Female .

17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
I don't know what she's taking for poly. =_-

18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
Some is last ngiht. some is a few months ago. One dunno how long alr.

19. Is Number 4 Single?
Should be. Not sure though.

20.Say Something About Number 2.
Very kind. Even though she's the main body of the 4 devils.

21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
They aren't lesbian. They don't even know each other!

22.Describe Number 9.
Terrific liar. Epic fail as God.

23. What Will You Do If Number 6 And 7 Fights?
Doubt it. don't even know each other.

Quiz 3.
1. What’s your nickname?
Don't know. ask my classmates. I can't remember.

2. How old are you?
Fifteen. I want eighteen damnit.

3. When’s your birthday?
150793

4. What’s your special skill?
Being retarded so that people will laugh or roll their eyes.

5. What’s your horoscope?
Cancer. Not the illness you brainless shit.

6. Who pass this survey to you?
Nicole Fiona Laurens

7. She’s your….?
bestfriend.

8. What you wanna talk to him/her?
I don't know. depends on what's happening.

9. What you think about him/her?
pretty and adorable.

10. When you know him/her?
Sec 1 or 2.

11. How’s her attitude?
Vain but very kind.

12. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope. (:

13. If one day , your lover tell you that he/she loves you too , how will you do ?
Happened already. I was happy. yet solemn.

14. Are you well-being now?
Uhh. Yeah, I guess.

15. Why god give you courage ?
I have no god you brainless shit of a jackass.

16. Who’s the people that you like ?
Got let's see.. 4 plus one plus one.. Six. I won't say who though.

17. Which color you like most ?
Midnight black with silver or white.

18. God give you 4 wishes:
1) Better attitude to studying!
2)Her .
3) Get to Sec 5 and then poly with no trouble.
4) My rose pink PSP.

19. Do you like to smile and laugh ?
Yeah. makes people worry less and makes me forget about stuff.

I think I'll update.

Okay. To start off.

I need to start studying after Christmas.

That means mugging from the start of Boxing day,

-box box box-(Can't help it.)

Till N levels.

一妈 Michelle told me to start soon.

Actually, I got her to thank. 

If not, I wouldn't bother I think.

I'm gonna slaughtered by 二妈 Jas though. 

Forgot everything for POA. -Laughs like an idiot-

Tuition will be hell. I know it.

It's happened once. It will happen again.

They (All four of them) are the self proclaimed 四大恶鬼, each more dangerous than the other.

With the two biggest ones tutoring me. Better start revising early.

Don't wanna get nagged at.

But I'm surprised.

Quite kind you know. So I really appreciate it.

-Laughs like a complete idiot again-

But I sorta envy them.

They've got so many people to rely on.

So many who they can talk to.

Heh. Make me feel a-bit outta place in this world we call home.

I'm tired. Sick and tired of struggling to live through another day.

With that facade that's been melted into my original personality.

I don't know what I should do to finish what I started.

Oh. I'm ranting again. 

Tsk. I need a psychologist I guess. -shrug-

Maybe a shrink?

Anyway! 2 more days before Twilight movie outing.

Hope 一妈 will be able to make it and hopefully drag 二，三和四妈 along.

Well. Not them also can.

I'm not really putting my hopes up high. -smiles stupidly-

Right. Shall end this post here.

I need to wash my shoes and sweep the floor!

See y'all!

xxx

RYAN™

Lucas came over yesterday.
Then, he stayed over till today.
-Le gasp-
Okay. Before that. Let's REWIND.
Wednesday, Lucas came over.
Went off to Dhoby Ghaut to buy the theatrical masks.
The ones that the JabbaWockeeZ wear.
After that, Went to Orchard.
Met Nicole and her cousin, Atiqah.
Kept them company till five.
Then Lucas train-ed home.
I continued to keep them company till 6 plus.
Train-ed home and hit home by 7.
Dad was pissed at me.
Sms-ed Nic on the way home.
There are people who think Lucas and I are CUTE.
Don't know what to say.
Then Yesterday, Lucas came again, this time to stay over.
Both of us snuck out to Dhoby again to meet Nic and Atiq.
But by the time we reach, they at Orchard.
What the fish! So we go 7-Eleven buy some drinks then train-ed back home.
After that used the VBA play some random games.
Search for some codebreaker codes.
They don't work. The fish.
After that played till 1+ am then go do some vocal warm ups.
Then sang some songs on Lucas's iPod.
Sang finish then Lucas went to sleep.
I played Dynasty Warriors 2 on his PSP till 5am.
Then sleep till 10.55am.
After that played Dynasty Warriors 2 again.
Then washed up, had breakfast and played Pokemon again.
Played till 5.45.
Lucas went off to bathe then he packed up and train-ed home.
After that sms-ed Nic abit and chatted with her on the phone.
Now on MSN with her. Cheer up girl!
Mood Swings suck! Anything tell me.

xxx
RYAN™

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Now playing: Jabbawockeez Master-Mix Compilation (Music Only)
via FoxyTunes

Okay. Shall post before midnight.
Yesterday came back from Lucas's house.
Went to Nic's place first.
Went there slack, chat and play.
I got drum sticks!
Courtesy of Nicole F. Laurens.
I would post pics but I swore never to have a pic post.
So click Nicole or Diyana for the pics. >;3
Went to the playground to walk and play
It rained though.
And about the rain.
Rain water in the North tastes freakin lousy.
The rain water in the East. Especially at Tampines, Eunos and Pasir Ris rocks.
West and South are so-so. Wouldn't say it's nice, but not bad either.
Anyway, back to topic! :3
After playing in the rain, chatting for nuts and taking pics, we went back
Watched abit of Drake and Josh.
Kudos to Josh for losing weight. If he can do it, so can you Nic! X3
After that walked to MRT station with Dee.
Crapped about certain matters of past.
After that, parted and trained home.
And with that, it pretty much sums up yesterday. :3
Yey! Tomorrow, Lucas is coming!
Not sure gonna do what though. LOL.
Let nature take it's own course.
Then we'll see what we do. Oh. 3 vids for you people.
Presenting. The...

JabbaWockeeZ

JabbaWockeeZ- Ayo Technology remix.


JabbaWockeeZ- Apologize Remix


JabbaWockeeZ- Step Up2 Deleted Scene


JabbaWockeeZ- PYT


JabbaWockeeZ- All That Jazz


Yep! I lied. HA!

xxx
RYAN™

Before you ask, No.
I am not letting anyone into my private blog.
Well.
Actually, maybe.
If you asked me.
If you're special enough to me, sure.
But that'll depend on how I view you.

xxx
RYAN™


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Now playing: T. Rex - 20th Century Boy
via FoxyTunes

Ehh! 100th post!
Didn't think I'd have 100 posts.
In a year that is. Maybe more?
Not gonna commemorate or anything.
But I just realized this.
I'm letting go of the heavy burden.
Bit by bit, slowly but surely.
The grudge will still be there.
That is true no doubt.
But this burden of sadness and anger.
It's leaving me.
Though it feels the world is still on my shoulders.
Thanks to Irina(Eee-Ree-Nah!) and L.Bolts(I know you'll recognize this!).
Thanks for giving me advice and listening to me.
You've helped me so much.
Even though all you've done is just listen and speak you opinion.
It means a-lot to me.
Thank you.
God Bless You.

xxx
RYAN™

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Now playing: Simple Plan- I Can Wait Forever
via FoxyTunes

I'm feeling slightly better.
But still, depressed.
I'm keeping my promise to my two important girls though.
To not think of suicide.
Hah.
One of them..
Sometime, I hate that I love you.
But yet. I can wait forever.
Even after my heart has been grounded to dust.
Like a blade that cuts right through me..

xxx
RYAN™

I'm back from Malaysia!
Sigh.
Feeling depressed.
But it's not as bad as during the trip.
I did something wrong I think.
Yet no one told me.
Then everyone just plays me out.
If I was really depressed I'd yell vulgarities.
But I won't.
Thank you Nicole.
If not for you, I'd still be a wreck.
Okay. On to the main subject.
5 guys. Just so you 5 can camp in someone elses room.
You play me out. I don't mind being alone whatsoever.
Nor do I mind that I'm ignored.
But you play me out.
You call yourselves friends?
I beg to differ.
If the 5 of you really were friends.
You would've passed up on the chance.
But if memory serves.
You 5 decided to 'pang seh' me.
So that you can camp.
You disappoint me.
I thought I could trust you as much as Nicole.
Now you've shown me your true colors.
You 5 could very well hang out with them.
I'll just free drift. As I always have..
And Joanna.. Please. I need to talk to you.
I need to ask you a few things.
Please...

xxx
RYAN™

Hi






























































Bye.

xxx
RYAN™

Changed skin.
Added music below profile.
I'm bored.
Requests for 3rd Silent peek anyone?
Later peepos!

xxx
RYAN™

God damn!
I finally found the problem with my posting time.
It was set 8 hours back.
-.-lll
I can't believe it.
No wonder it never made sense!
I swear to god!
Well, whatever.
That's over. one more problem struck off my list.
Countdown.
5 more days.
CS/Slack time here I come.
I can finally get the vacation I need.
Even if it is for just a day. :D
Later small peoples!

xxx
RYAN™

Nothing to do.
Kinda bored.
Went to Zedge for some handphone themes.
Quite nice. And alot of stuff.
Even got games.
I'm feeling bored.
Anyone entertain me or talk to me.
Just don't let me feel suicidal already.
Oh and Ivy, if you're reading this,
Hello. ;D

I'm feeling suicidal.
I was enlightened by Nicole a few hours ago.
It speared me nonetheless.
I just feel that things are getting more out of hand.
I don't know how much I can take.
I could very well take a knife and drive it through my neck one day.
It's all a matter of time.
Time never waits for anyone.
I want to turn back time.
Back to when I was still ignorant.
To a time where I need not care about anything.
Please.
Kami-sama. Jikan yo Tomare.
I'm suffering hard inside.
Dying.
Chipping away, bit by bit.
Slowly. Surely.
Stop Time. Please.
I don't want to face reality anymore.
I don't want to face anyone anymore.
I don't want anything anymore.
I don't want.

Costumes came in today. It looked surprisingly nice.
My pants rocked! Looked like skinnies.
I was laughing like hell at how most of the girls looked.
She looked stunning though.
she always seemed to stand out from the rest.
To me..
But I was kinda pissed to smile at her uniqueness.
Especially with 3 Sons of Bitches who were talking like no one's business.
Okay, So I'm not pissed anymore.
But still. They should have kept their volume down.
Acting like it was their house. Pisses me off.
People like them irk me.
I'll need to apologize tomorrow though.
Shouldn't have snapped at them.
Did some house work earlier.
Hate my sister.
Acts as though everyone owes her a living.


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Now playing: Kotoko - Princess Brave
via FoxyTunes

I feel so guilty.
She told me a made her sad often.
I didn't know what I had done before.
Now, I know. And it hurts.
The kind of heart wrenching pain.
It's tearing me apart.
No one can tell though.
I'm good at keeping things to myself.
I've changed, a-lot.
What started as a facade 3 years ago.
It's now become what everyone knows as me.
The kind of darkness you've never seen.
I know.
I'll probably help His Infernal Majesty down there soon.
I've seen you.
Don't lie. I know you're there. Calling me.
Using my parent's voice.
Or my classmates.
Sometimes, using her voice.
I know you want me.
Soon. The Dark Lord will have my soul soon.
I see them again.
Dark humanoid figures.
Am I hallucinating?
Or have I just.. Lost it?
I don't know. Not anymore.
I don't care anymore.
But I'll wait. I'll always will.
Always.

xxx
RYAN™

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Now playing: Caramell - Caramelldansen (Speedy Cake Remix)
via FoxyTunes

Tis time for sleep. Welcome back to the darkness.

You scream as the gun backfires.
You shut your eyes as you hear metal striking metal.
You open your eyes.
A ballistic shield seems to have dropped.
You mutter the word 'Lucky'.
You drop the gun and pick up a pistol.
You check it.
It's in working condition and already loaded.
You fire a few shots.
The doll flinches and and jumps back unharmed.
You run for the door and make it out.
The doll's shadow starts to dance.
The atmosphere itself feels eerie.
The shadow takes form as you see a two horned figure.
It's face is that of a goat.
The goat calls out.
You scream in fear as the goat's face melts away, revealing a more human one.
You wake up, panting.
It was all a dream.
But the gun is still with you.
You look around.
Looks like part of your dream was real.
People are alive and walk the streets of San Fransisco.
However, you see the doll grinning eerily at you from the roof opposite of you.
You ball your hands in anger and mostly fear.
The doll has wings which rip out from the fabric.
It jumps off the building and flies towards you, it's claws longer than before.
You scream as the claw heads straight for your head.
Tis time to stop. We'll stop here for now.

xxx
RYAN™

Thank you people! xD

Let's take a silent peek into the mind of me. Tis a dark place for the sane.

A twisted version of a lullaby plays.
One can see wilted trees, branches pointed out.
The sky is red. The rain, black.
Lightning rides the sky.
You see figures behind the dead trees.
They shift in and out.
You look down and see a rag doll.
You pick it up.
It seems to have been dropped by a young child.
The doll's smile start to turn eerie.
It's arms move on it's own.
Sharp claws rip out of the fabric.
It says something but you cannot hear.
Out of fear, you quickly throw it and run.
You see a sign. It says 'Welcome to L.A'
The streets are littered.
Dead bodies all over.
The doll sees you.
'No use resisting' it says.
Your legs start moving.
You head for the munitions shop instinctively.
"No use running" The doll hums.
You try to enter but the door is locked.
You break the window and enter.
You're lucky. The equipment is in good shape.
You pick the shotgun as the door breaks down.
You load it as the little doll walks in.
"Death is looking for you" it sings.
You try to fire, but the gun is jammed.
The doll closes in. slowly, but surely.
You panic and pull the trigger.
The shotgun backfires into your face.

Tis time to awake. You won't go any further than that in my twisted mind.

xxx
RYAN™

Decided to rip this from Nic's blog.

Rules & Regulations :
#01; - Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#02; - People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03; - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04; - No tags back!

1. I have an odd craving for blood. It's once every few months.

2. Contrary to popular belief, I actually DO study if I bother to.

3. When I roleplay seriously, my attitude becomes the character's.

4. I spend alot of time on CrunchyRoll.

5. I review on flash works in Newgrounds.

6. I have mades OCs for Sonic the Hedgehog.

7. I adore the fact Sonic can use Chaos control in Super form.

8. I have the tendency to rip stuff from other people's blogs.

9. My beatboxing is mediocre, compared to Ding Chao. Crap in fact.

10. I lie often. And I'm 98% successful out of all of my attempts.

I tag: Chanel, DEEYANA, Irina, Lucas, Joanna, Shakinah, Iscariot, Gwen, Carissa and Charmaine to do this.

Good night y'all!

xxx
RYAN™

Good morning everyone!

I got promoted to Sec 4!
I'd like to honour some people here.
By the way, the lower your name is found, the higher the honour!

Thank you to the Lord for answering my prayers
Thank you to Xing Hao, Racheal and Deborah for encouraging and blessing me.
Thank you to Maine and Yuko for the good luck blessings.
Thank you to Guan Yin Ma for answering my pleas.
Thank you to my pro gamer cousin Lucas for all the encouragement and blessings.
Thank you to my Stingy Fairy Godmother Joanna for granting my wish.
Last but not least, Thank you to my best friend Nicole for all the encouragement, blessings and prayers(I think) for me.

(Tag if you think I've forgotten you)
That's all! I am soooo happy! Thanks everyone.

xxx
RYAN™

Ahh..
Tomorrow is the day of collection for my results.
I hope I can promote.
WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE!
I feel so nervous. Heh.
God bless.

3 posts in a day. Well. .I owe this..

Name 20 people whom you know.
20ppl
1.Nicole
2.Yuko
3.Maine
4.Joanna
5.Lucas
6.Gwen
7.Iscariot
8.MichelleMUM
9.Joelynn
10.Irina.
11.Laiman
12.JocMAMA
13.ChanelMAMI
14.JasMA
15.WenQianMOTHER
16.Jun Jie
17.Korin
18.AmeliaMEI
19.Siew Hui
20.Alec

Quiz
1.How did you meet 15?[WenQianMOTHER]
Through MichMUMMY

2.Do you love number 5?[Lucas]
We're cousins. and something like brother's I guess.

3.What happens if 1 goes out with 20[Nicole and Alec]
WHAT?? I don't think it'll happen

4.Have you bathed with 13?[ChanelMAMI]
What? No!

5.Have you slapped 16's butt?[Jun Jie]
No! What are you?! Some sick pervert?!

6.If 19 proposes to you, would you accept?[Siew Hui]
No. I'd run away immediately.

7.If 10 left you and suddenly went with 7, what would you do?[Irina and Iscariot]
Like I care. I wanna see if they'll ever meet.

8.Would ue die for 14?[JasMA]
Guess so! She's of my cherished God-Mothers

9.Do you think 12's a hottie?[JocMAMA]
Thou shalt not answer or I'll be running with her NPCC unit after me.

10.Do you think 18 is wooing 2?[AmeliaMEI and Yuko]
Nope. They don't know each other.

11.What do you think of 7?[Iscariot]
DJMax2 Master and a god-wannabe

12.Did you have a crush on 3 before?[Maine]
Eck! NO! She's my daughter.

13.If 4 likes 9, but 9 likes you, what would you do?[Joanna and Joelynn]
They already like each other. And Joelynn will never like me LOL.

14.What would you do if 8's suffering from cancer?[MichMUM]
I'd seriously die or cry from shock. I mean it.

15.If 11 buys a bra for 6, what color do you'll think it'll be?[Laiman and Gwen]
I don't know. But they don't know each other.

ANYWAY.
To some of you out there.
You're lucky that you have true friends.
Learn to cherish them.

You know people..
I'm playing a game called "school".
At times its hard to play, but I feel I have to beat it...
So I can play the sequel "Polytechnic".
Life's tough. But I need to pull through.
God bless.

Right. Hello Everyone.

I did maths re-exam yesterday and I am really proud of myself.
I did every question and not a single blank. Heh.
I also feel that people in 303 and soon to be 403 are scary.
In a good way. LOL. But really.
Thanks to Yuko, Racheal, Deborah and Maine for the encouragement.
By the way, I'm utterly convinced I have Cain's mark.
Yey! I'm cursed for eternity!
Anyway, Dad came home.
He isn't making noise. A good thing. I hope.
Okay. End here. Bah.

Special Pic. Only for today.



This kind of stuff will never come out again.

Have a nice evening everyone.

Wow. Using my 81st post to do a Quiz. How cheap.

Tagged by:Charmaine;PandaNUER

1. Do you have secrets?
No not really. ^^

2. Will you fall in love with a girl that is younger than you?
Uhmm.. That would be a definite yes.

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
Somewhat. Better than rotting at home

4.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Maybe.. Maybe not.. Depends.

5.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. Though sometimes it better to not have loved at all.

6.What would you do if you have a billion dollars?
SPEND!On whatever I want.

7.List out your 15 favourite songs.
When I Grow Up- Pussycat Dolls
In Stereo-Fort Minor
Renegade- Eminem ft. Jay-Z
Sound Of My Dreams(Chinese)-Unknown.
Streamline-Newton
Brightdown-Nami Tamaki
Doubt and Trust-Access
Honey Honey- xxxHoLiC 1st ED[Unknown artist]
88-LM.C
Boys and Girls-LM.C
Laugh Away-YUI
CHERRY-YUI
Rolling Star-YUI
Superman-[Forgot who] Hotshot. Victory dance song
Never Be Replaced-1st Ladi

8.If the person you liked has already attached, what would you do?
I'd wait.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Uhh.. Getting to Sec 4.

10.What makes you angry?
Twitters and the usual.

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Older. Possibly married

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
Ehh.. I don't know. Joanna, Maine and Nicole F. Laurens.

13.What is the most important thing in life?
MY STUDIES RIGHT NOW.

14.Would you be rather single and rich or married but poor?
uhh... Never contemplated it. No idea

15.You prefer fresh milk or chocolate milk?
Fresh.

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes. Needless to say.

17.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which would you pick?
One that would accept me for who I am.

18.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Probably. I'm very tolerant.

19.What would you want to tell the person that you like?
I Love You. ^^

20.What type of person will you fall in love with?
Smart, pretty and somewhat shorter than me. Oh and you must be ADORABLE!


The 8 people who are going to do this quiz:
-Joanna
-Nicole
-Erena
-Kenji
-Iscariot
-Gwen
-Lucas
-MICHMUMMY!

80th Post.
Erghhh. I don't know how long this smile of mine is gonna last.
I feel really pissed.
I don't know why though.. O.o
Eh, I'm weird in that way.
Then again, It won't be me if I'm not weird.
Whoa whoa. Anyway I need to re exam.
I somewhat regret not studying abit harder.
If not don't need to waste so much time in school.
AHHH! [insert profanity here]
Well.. Whatever
If you're expecting a long rant then too bad.. >.>
See you.

I owe this.. Damn.

#1: 7 things/people that make you smile
-Music
-Lucas's dumbness
-My retardation
-Gwen's funny sarcasm
-Iscariot's awesome poem about his pathetic English name.
-Choir
-Nicole F.L.
-Joanna's little bits of randomness.

#2: 7 things to do to win your heart
-Never hurt me. Seriously.
-Take the initiative.
-Be random at times.
-Be selfless and also find time for yourself.
-Exchange a few honeyed words.
-Don't always talk about religion.
-Accept me, for the being I am.

#3: 7 things that I believe in.
-The fact I'm not sane.
-Talk is cheap.
-I hate Chinese
-The five elements of the world are neutralists.
-Cursed by God for eternity.
-I'm weird.
-I hate my name.

#4: 7 things that I'm afraid of
-Vengeful spirits.
-Unknowingly offending someone.
-Luca's Mom. (AKA My aunt)
-Having Nic hate me for any amount of time. D:
-Getting kicked out of Choir
-Having Joanna hate me for any amount of time.
-Being ignored by any of my GANS.

#5: 7 things I want now
-Get to Sec 4
-Be better at Chinese
-Be even better at Maths
-Keep up my English and Combined Science grades.
-That wallet in the new 7-11 Shop.
-Memorise the J'entends Le Moulin song.
-And definitely You.


#6: 7 things I do everyday
-Sleep
-Daydream
-Roleplay
-Try to study
-Chat with Nic and Lucas
-Disturb Gwen and Iscariot.(Occasionally for ZW)
-Talk to myself.

#7: 7 people to do this quiz
-Kenji
-Lucas
-Gwen
-Iscariot/Zheng Wei.
-Joanna
-Nicole
-Don't know. Anyone who has nothing to do I guess..

As usual, I ripped it from someone's blog.

1)Do u like your present school?
Guess so. It could use an improvement though.

2)What do u want the most now?
To fuckin become a Sec 4 student. >.>

3)who is the closest person to you in school?
Chanel. And Nicole. And Joanne.

4)Do u hate your friends sometimes?
Well, I AM human aren't I?

5)Are you afraid of death?
I don't think so. Been thinking about ending my life if I ever retain.

6)What is your goal for this year?
GET TO SEC 4 god damn it.. >.>

7)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah. Pretty much.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
Eternity? Get some English lessons. It's ETERNAL jackass. And yes I do.

9)Do you think girlfriends are necessity?
Uhh. Well.. That would depend in the situation I'm in. But usually, I'm in the neutral zone.

10)What do you enjoy most?
My slackeriffic attitude.

11)Have you done anything for your admirer?
Ehh? Not sure I have one..

12)Do you like your CCA?
Yes. ._.''

13)Do u cherish every of your single friendship?
It's 'Do you cherish all of your friendships?' jackass. And yeah, most of 'em

14)Who probably do you spend the rest of your life with?
GET SOME ENGLISH LESSONS BITCH. And I don't really know. Never contemplated it. Joanna and Nic maybe.

15)What do u think is the most important thing in your life?
Depends on how I feel.

16)Do you find life meaningless?
Somewhat. It's an endless cycle of Chaos.. And peace. How troublesome..

17)What do you live for?
Guiding my cousin about the streets. And for someone. *cough*

18)Who do you talk most to in school?
Chanel.

19)Who is the last person you talked to in MSN?
Richa sempai, Lucas and Gwen. I was Multi chatting.

20)Do you like your current school or primary school?
A bit. It's kinda irritating with some random fucktard causing trouble for me. >.>

People selected to do:
Anyone who reads this shit of has nothing to do.

*Note. Following letter is not real.

Dear Shareezat:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I threw up in your camping car and I saw you sit on my fart balloon. I'm sure you're ashamed to understand that Santa doesn't exist . I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I'm better off without Cocaine abuse.

Go burn,
-RYAN™-

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics


12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

I tag Lucas, Nicole, Gwen, and the students of 303'08 to do this.
Have fun~ :D

As usual, boredom got the best of me. so I present you this quiz..

1. The person who tag/pass you is?*
Stole it from Iscariot's bloggie/

2. Your relationship with him/her?*

Friends. period.

3. Your five impressions of him/her?*
Smart. Fat. Don't know about the last three

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?*
Nothing. Oh wait. Challenge me to Nightmare(Which I did not accept)

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?*
No idea.. o-o

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?*
Die. I don't wanna be gay!

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?*
Refer to the top answer.

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?*
No idea.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?*
No idea again..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?*
Nothing.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?*
God-wannabe

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?*
Random, insane.. Stupid.


13. The characters you love of yourself are?*
My random yells that go I WANT [insert edible sweet food item here]

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?*
Nothing. Seriously. Nothing.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?*
A person who can live a carefree life.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.*
Love you too. o-o

17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.

1.Gwen
2.Lucas
3.Kinnear
4.Racheal
5.Edna
6.Deborah
7.Christina
8.Shanaz
9.Marilyn
10.Jeslyn

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
No one.. I think.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No. Hell, they don't know each other.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Drums and music.

22. When was the last time you had a chat?
Yesterday

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Hmm.. Not really sure.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Yes, elder brother. Don't know his name

25. Will you woo no.3?
Will this blog implode?

26. How abt no.7?
Will guns be legal in Singapore?

27. Is no.4 Single?
She should be..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Tan. Lolol

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
I don't know?

30. Do no. 5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Bedok View Secondary

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.

Don't be such a bimbo.

33. Where does no.9 live at?
Dunno.

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
No idea. -.-

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Nope. But they ARE friends.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
Her brother? I think.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
*cough* *cough* Well.. I'm not sure about that.

I tag: Lucas, Deborah, Racheal, Marilyn and Christina to do this. XD
Have fun!~

01. What have you been doing recently?
Hanging around CR.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Rarely. LOL

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was slacking in bed.

04. When did you last cry?
That's years!

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Graduate from Sec school and get it over with.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I just pull up my hood.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Blanket. ><

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Basket Ball shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Not telling. ><

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No and I never will

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Hell no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Eagle Eye

14. What are you proud of?
My lost sanity.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Lols I don eat lunch de o.o

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Sea Of Love~ Hixxy remix

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Jackass, Siaokia, idiot, dumbass and dumb bell

18. What does your last received text message say?
Eaten already x) haha. Eh I'm otw home. Alone. :(

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Around 1 am

20. Are you currently happy?
I think so.. Yet I think not.

21. Who gives you best advice?
Gwen, Nicole, Lucas and Joanna

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I wish I was allowed

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
No one. XD

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Promotion to Sec 4

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
looking at Isacarrot's answers for this quiz

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Hell no bitch.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Ding Chao

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Well YES. No shit sherlock.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
No idea. I've become tolerant for alot of shit.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes. And I'm still waiting

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope, Don't plan to.

32. What is the colour of your room?
White. D:

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
I'll do it for free! Just give me the equipment.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
Yes. And no

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Can't remember. I think it was an ex of mine.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Nicole.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Can peacocks fly?

38. Do you have a life?
Yes. But it's half dead.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
Yes. My Gan-Mummy. I broke down.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
To face death and smile.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Joanna. As an exorcist.. "=.-
I know my dreams are really weird, not that i can help it.

42. Last time you smiled?
Today.

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes. I became more tolerant of other people's bullshit. Woots!

44. What are you listening right now?
A disturbed version of a nursery rhyme

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Depends on my mood.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Insanity drives the average Human sane.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yeah. o.o

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
I want to.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Pouring wasabi powder into my sister's nose while she's asleep.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Hanging around CR. Again.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
No. Not at the moment.

53. What song best describe your love life?
Fall For You. Secondhand Serenade.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yep! >.<

55. Who always make you laugh?
Lucas, Gwen, Joanna and Nicole.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes. Obviously.

57. Favourite website(s)?
My blog, CrunchyRoll and youtube.

58. What's your middle name?
Fake one is Sol. Real one is Teo

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
School. Lunch. CR slacking. Sleep. Repeat.

60. What do you think you are like?
I think I'm like. Sol Badguy!

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Nicole. Kenji. Humphery. Joanna.

62. Where have you been today?
At home, rotting. >->

63. What game do you play often?
No idea.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Someone *ahem*, Nicole, Kenji.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Both or nothing. ^-^

66. What are you doing right now?
This quiz?

67. Which primary school are you from?
Ahmad Ibrahim

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Pink, black and white

69. What emotion you like to show?
Laid back and lazy.

70. What is your life to you?
Its a cycle of chaos and peace. How troublesome.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Talk about it with Lucas or Nic.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Richa baka sempai

73. Who do you admire most?
Gwen, for having EVERYTHING she wants >.>

74. Which month are you born in?
July

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

76. What is the time now?
2126h

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
A fat, showoff, god wannabe

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Hazel Brown.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I'm bored. duh.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
No idea. I haven't been moody for a year or so.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Don't know. Never contemplated it.

82. Who is more important to you?
Friends, family, *ahem* and Gans. xP

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
No idea. Get the Guilty Gear game for PC?

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Nicole.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
No. It's a waste of time

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Not sure. Other than loving her forever.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Get to sec 4. Learn the guitar.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
it's ETERNAL love dumbass. and yes.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Despair, fear and insanity.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes. China will suffer the most.

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
None. I haven't felt sad or anything I don't like for almost a year now.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. Well. Most of em.

93. Do you believe in God?
Uh.. Yes.

94. Who cares for you most?
Family, Gans and friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My lost sanity. (Something Gwen doesn't wanna lose.)

96. What will you bring when you fight?
A gun and parang if it were legal. If not then a Kendo sword.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Being so obedient in primary school

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Death.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I think I did.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Still bored. LOL :D

Shall update what happened yesterday!

10th Oct 2008
Went out to AMKHUB to Meet Gwen, Lucas and gang..
Edna was last. Went to central Mac's for lunch.
Gwen and Esther ate while me and Lucas thrashed each other in DJMax2.
Lol. Fair game I guess. Thought I lost 2:3.
Damn it. After that, went to AMKHUB and bought ticks for Eagle Eye.
Rating of 4/5 stars. Explosive effects, were amazing.
Plot and storyline was good. Ending was unexpected.
The sound effects were nice too. Especially the way some American dude got fried.
after that headed off to arcade. Slacked there then went to food court.
Had dinner and trained home after that.

Today
Spent the whole damn day at home. Decided to type this post.
I heard the song Darkwave Surfer by Aural Vampire.
It's damn nice.
Blog hopped around and remembered to relink some people.
Better do it after this.
Thinking of having a Guilty Gear RP thread in CR.
I need ideas though. Hmm.. :/
Kay, Shall end post here. See Ya!

Here Lucas,
The quiz :

1. What colour is your phone?

- White

2. Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?

-Marcus (Sec 1 junior)

3.Who’s the last person you called?

-Lucas

4.Who was your last missed call from?

-Edna. LOL

5.Who’s the 2nd person who miss called you?

-No Idea. I think it was Chanel. No wait. Amelia.

6.Who’s speed dial 2?

-No one.

7.Who’s the 3rd person who comes up under J?

-Joelynn

8.Who was your last received call??

-Lucas

9.Who’s speed dial number 4?

-Don't use speed dial

10.What is your wallpaper?

-A photo from my old sec 1 and 2 class room.

11.How many text messages do you receive?

-No idea. Depends on the person I'm messaging

12.Who’s speed dial number 8?

-Stop asking me this question. I don't effing use speed dial.

13.What does the 5th message in your inbox say?

-But you're not 24hours next to me. :) and you realise all my posts are nearing 12midnight?

14.Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B?

-Bernard

15.Who was your last text message?

-Edna

16.Name every person you have text messages from:

-uhh. My inbox would be.. Michelle, Jaslyn, Jocelyn, Wen Qian(All sec 4), Gwen, Edna, Lucas, Amelia, Wilbur, Cheryl, Llyod, my mum, Kendric, CallerAlert, Singtel, Nicole, Ling Jing, Sin Yine, Melvin, Lara, Laiman, Mei Qi and Melissa.

17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?

-No and I don't plan to. Wait. Yes

18.Who’s the 3rd person under U?

-No one.. actually.

19.What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?

-Aww. So sad. Hah. Won't so suay lah. I know you're smarter than you look.

20.Who is the first name in your phonebook?

-Aaron

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1) JOANNA
2) Samantha
3) Joelynn
4) Gwen
5) Zheng Wei
6) Esther
7) MichelleMUMMY
8) JaslynMA
9) JocelynMAMA
10) Wen QianMOTHER
11) ChanelMAMI
12) Jun Jie
13) Irena
14) SiewHui
15) Rachael
16) Jie Ting
17) Michelle
18) Priti
19) Amelia
20) Alvin

How did you meet 14? - Classmates

What would you do if you never met 1? - Life would be horrible and colourless.

What if 9 and 20 dated? - God. I think I'll suffer from depression where I'll turn emo and join a terrorist group and become a suicide bomber. Or I'll become depressed and die.

Will 16 and 17 date? - lolroflmao. Hell no. Jie Ting has his eyes on someone else and Mich already has a stead.

Describe 7. - Kind, crazy, playful. Easy to tease and fun to be with.

What would you do if 18 confessed to you that he/she liked you? - LOL. It will never happen. If it does, that will be screwed up.

Who is 9 going out with? - No one if I'm right.. She should still be single at the moment.

When was the last time you talked to 13? - Teachers day.

Who's 2's favorite band/singer? - No effing idea. I know she likes chinese songs.

Would you ever date 4? - Shit! Hell no. She's too fierce and dominating

Would you ever date 1? - If she gave me another chance perhaps. Yes.

Is 19 single? - Yes. I think. 63% sure

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? - Yes. In a Mother and son relationship. Hah.

School of 3? - Deyi Secondary.

Where does 6 live? - No effing Idea. Ask Gwen.

What is your favorite thing of 5? - screwing others in DJMAX2 if I'm not wrong.

Have you ever seen 10 naked? - God forbid. I'd be killed by all 5 Gan Mothers.

Hey everyone!
Feeling more relaxed now that exams are over eh? Me too.
Now, I can use the computerr!
Haha! Now I'm gonna be damn active okays?
Every morning sure see online during EOY holidays.
Kay, I'm still damn high. Shall end post here.
BYEBYE!


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Brand New Days Lv7 Four key song..

Oh sorry. I'm back.
If you ain't happy with me, then just say it.
Better yet, don't even come here.
Hah. Let's see.. About yesterday..
Went for Physics remedial. Ended at 11.30.
Went off with Aaron, Jie Ting, Tian Han, Jin Hui, Siew Hui and Brenda.
Went to AMK Mac's and slacked. Had some ice cream there.
Funny things happened.
Then went to follow Jin Hui, Siew Hui and Brenda go buy contacts.
After that they went to AMK Bus Interchange.
I, on the other hand, trained home.
Wahahaha. I know I'm losing my mind.
Kay. Shall end post here. Night All!
:D

Oh HELLO! Yes. today was English Paper 1&2. Easy!
I don't understand how people find it difficult though.
I almost got soaked in the rain earlier today.
Thank you Hafiza.
Hahah. Trained home after exam.
Was on the same train with Constance Ng.
I don't know the girl, so we didn't talk.
Bah. I'm bored. Okay, Shall end post here. See yah!

Special Image Post. I found this image quite cute too..

Thank you people. ^-^

Yes! Hello people! New skin.
Looks nice eh?
I like it. Search word death.
Credits to.. Err.. I forgot the skin maker's name.
Heh. SORRY.
ANYWAY, RYAN here wishing you all Good luck for your EOY Exams.
Fanfic and RP OCs: GOOD LUCK!
ME: YOU GUYS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE OUT HERE!

Okay. Decided to Post again to since no one can tag.
Whether they want to or not.
Anyway, Been studying and I'm going back to do it again.
After this post.
At least can on the com already.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Mind doesn't want to work.
I just wanna slack and play.
Hehe. I think I've lost it.
Ah well.. What can I say?
Kay fine. Short post but shall end here. Byee!
:DD

Hmm.. Hello. I know I haven't really updated but I'm feeling lazy.
*gives that sleepy-lazy assed face*
I don't care whut you people say. I'm lazy and thats that. :DD
Anyway, Wei Tong called me a camper today. Cos I spent 10 mins On oral.
I think Miss/Mdm(?) Norpipa was satisfied with my Oral.
She smiled halfway during the conversation.
And then it was all the way.
I took Shermine's phone to the quarantine zone.
Lol. Sent a few songs then waited till she was done so I could return.
I feel really dumb these past few days. ^-^
It's a good sign people!
Still, I feel really weird that I'm on good terms with Wei Tong this year.
I mean, we've been fighting since last year.
Then suddenly. All happy already. I'll admit. I freaked.
But still.. Guess it's for the better.
NOW! On to my main topic.
I've seen my fair share of friendship problems.
But I and L's one is.. Well..
Definitely the most ridiculous.
They used to be sisters! I'm talking sisterhood here.
And over small problems which they can't let go,
They let it all pile up and release it onto her.
This is not only bitchiness, but also pettiness.
Hello? Small shit. Let it go and be done with.
It's not like she was after your life or stead right?
For the sake of bleeding christ. Let all the small matters go.
I mean they're treating them like treating J last semester.
I didn't post about it cos I felt that this would just blow over.
Guess not.. Hmm.. =/
So. Gotta run. I think I'll have dinner now.. Goodnight!

Crap.. The new skin rocks but I'm gonna have a hard time with the vids..
Sigh..
Anyway, I went to Avril's concert two days ago.
And I'm hooked to her songs.. Again.
Been watching Brian Regan's comedy stand ups again.
Watched some full ones.
Quite nice. But Really.. I'm getting lazier to post vids.
Oh, here's a stupid Image I found.



Have a laugh. Cos exams are coming soon! x]

Well.. What do I have to say? SOMEBODY I DON'T KNOW IS TAGGING ME!! WHO ARE YOUU??!!
On to other matters, I'm tired and sleepy and I can't sleep at all. Ehh, What A pain.
Oh well.. Guess I can't help it. Now I've lost my appetite too. Ughh.
Kay then, will stop here..

Sea Of Love[Hixxy RemiX]



Enjoy~ x]

I just want to be alone. Thanks alot Mami.

Today has been uneventful thank god.
Been smsing mei alot.. I'm so gonna burst.. -.-
Brr.. It's cold. I got soaked in the rain..
Almost tio detention today.
Had to catch someone so that we could clean the canteen of the rubbish.
Oi Deyians. PLEASE.
Put the stuff back after use and THROW AWAY YOUR RUBBISH.
God. It was FILTHY.
Luckily, me and the other two that got caught managed to clear in 2 mins and 56 secs.
loL.
I hate cold weather sometimes.
Brrrr.. I WANT MY THICK BLANKET.
Had to cheer mei up earlier today.
Almost depressed myself trying to help her.
Managed to do it anyway. *thick skin idiot*
I like A7X/Avenged Sevenfold alot recently.
So I'm putting a A7X music Vid here today! ((:

Avenged Sevenfold- Dear God.



Enjoy~

Ugh.. Fuck the recent weather.
I'm starting to sneeze non stop.
It's really cold. God must hate me.
Brr.. I want my really think blanket..
[iloveh0rnymei. :3]

Oh Crap.. I'm in love with this new blogskin.
It just looks SO DAMN HOT! *squeals*
Yes I'm crazy. Been smsing Nicole and Kelee meis alot recently.
God bless that I don't burst.
I crave for Laksa and Yee Mee alot now.. bah.
It's alright, I'm having Yee Mee for dinner tonight.
Tomorrow better start do last minute mugging.
Transfering [A7X- Little Piece of Heaven] now for Mami..
I'm bored.
Oh well.. Get well Lucas! Or I'll miss the insanity we shared
I was blog hopping again too! xD

Musician/The 14th's Lullaby- Yumi Mitora



Best I could find.. Enjoy!~ :)

Yawn... Haven't posted in a while. Lets see.. Handed over some candy to ChanelMOTHER two days ago. God. Head hurts since yesterday. oh. I got a new mei too. Kelee mei! love you too! x3 Hmm.. Listened to A7X, EMINEM. Played FullMetal Alchemist Dual Sympathy, Final Fantasy XII, KH RE: CoM. Did some housework. And I still crave for chocolate.. :DD Wahahaha! Okay, I'm bored. So here's the muziks people!

Utada Hikaru - Sanctuary

Enjoy!~ ^_^

New blogskin. Decided to try it out. Had to edit abit cos it was more of a girl's skin. Then, the image cannot be seen. So had to find new one. Put three different ones. TEll me whether I should change back?((:
Something new for you all..

Miley Cyrus- 7 Things

Enjoy!~ ((:

Again.. ONE post ahead. Feh. .I don't know what to write anymore.. VERY lazy nowadays.
At least now I'm starting to bother with my maths again. ^^V
My parents are talking about work or me right now as I type this post.. ==
Wait.. I think it's work.. So loud... -.-
Listening to Flobots-No Handle Bars. About the controversial matters of the world.
I like it.. Quite interesting.. So I'm kind enough to let you hear it. :D

Flobots-No Handle Bars

Enjoy~

Still one post ahead of Class blog.. ==
I'm really bored these past few days so I read this comic.
Guess what? It's Korean. I got surprised!
Click here for the Manga Link

Heh.. I'm RANDOOMM!! xDD

We Made It-Busta Rhymes Ft. Linkin Park


Enjoy!~

OMG! 52nd POST! I finally caught up and past the class blog! Anyway. I don't know who's this 'k' is but I'm gonna call the police if he/she threatens me one more time. See what you gonna do. I still got your IP address. xD lalala~

I still like xiiaoPUPPY. Even after we broke up. She knows. Even If MummyMichelle objects, I know she'd still respect my decision. At most, she'd just warn me. Thanks Mummy. Really. The things you've done for me I could never repay. ^^

BackStreetBoys-Something that I already know

Enjoy!~

I would be sleeping if it weren't for the coward on my dearest mami's tagbox.
Please lah. Don't be such a coward can? If got guts then put your name.
Whether she break with her stead or not is HER business not yours.
Don't act smart and step into my Mami's life when YOU can't handle your own.
Don't waste time and internet money okay?
If you wanna tag, put your name.
You parents did not give you a name for no reason.
Understand or not dog?

*Edit
The vid.. Hehe.. ^^;;

BackstreetBoys- Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon



Bleh~

Decided to take the test on Jie Ting's blog. Here's the link and results.

ClickHere

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Lol WHOOPS! The outing for Choir was next week. Damnit.. I'm getting old. = =
I know I haven't updated, but nothing to type!
ANYWAY, I'll say one thing I have never liked.
There's this girl who has a dislike to me and YET, she has NEVER.
I repeat this.
SHE HAS NEVER TOLD IT TO ME IN MY FACE.
Only know how to talk about me behind me back.
You think I don't know? PLEASE LAH.
I'm stupid, but not oblivious.
I know what you and your friends have been talking about.
I have learnt how to lip read okay?
So don't talk behind my back as though like I don't know.
I know, only I keep quiet.
So don't show me whatever fucking attitude you like.
Only know how to show attitude whenever I'm near.
You could go to hell for all I ever care for.
And to those guessing, No.
Not Siew Hui. She better than the person I'm talking about.
And now is THE FOR THE VIDEO LOL!

The Click Five~ When I'm Gone



Enjoy!! =D

Yawn. Hmm.. Lets see the names I've been labelled with these past 15 years..
Idiot, Retard, Attention Seeker, Weirdo, freak and the likes. So..
1 name every three years. Gee, that sucks. Onto the main topic!
Performed the LTC. And WHAT THE HELL?!! 11 SONGS! All in less than 2 hours.
How awesome. then tmr still got 'outing' to watch this concert so gonna have dinner outside.
And I got a sorethroat summore.. Jialat. Lucky, it's mild.
And then next week Sat gonna watch The MuMmy; Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.
I'm listening to The Last Goodnight: Pictures of you as I type this. So, I decided to.
Post the vid here. And gonna perform for the NDP school celebration. = = idiot...

The Last Goodnight; Pictures of You



Blah~

I felt sadistic during class today and decided to lick my penknife blade.
I got labeled with the words 'ATTENTION SEEKER' by a certain workers party after that.
*Rolls eyes* You don't know how I feel okay?
ANYWAY, I'm gonna watch 'The Mummy; Tomb of the Dragon Emperor' next sat!
So there's gonna be FIREWORKS.
Tomorrow gonna perform for LunchTimeConcert. LoL.
Don't go there to boo me please and thank you.
Go there to poke fun at me afterwards, can, but only AFTER 4pm.
Why? Cos I got the school NDP celebration performance to rehearse also.
I'm bored. God. Next week got NAPFA. Good luck people.
Ahh.. I hafta iron my school uniform now.

Resurrected to be Killed once more.

Gekidou (FULL)- UVERWorld



Enjoy. ^^

Hello!! I know quite short lah but Not much to post.
But today Jie Ting gan the new crap teacher again!
Whole class will support you!
Then at Jie Ting tagboard got fight but really pointless.
Over some competition.
To the fucker who flame Jie Ting: Is HIS blog.
don't be so fucking nosy and bullshit about him advertising so much.
it's what HE wants to do. NOT YOU.
Don't be such a dog ok? Noisy bitch.
Ya.. I quite slow but.. What to do?

いきものがかり - ブルーバード / Ikimono Gakari - Blue Bird


Enjoy if you like Jpop/Jrock songs

Happy Birthday to me.. Jeez.. Don't know what the big deal is.. I got punched alot on this day..
*grumble* I'm gonna watch 'The Dark Knight' this Saturday!! Yeayyy! :3
Bored but whatever.. This new teacher relief our class and caused a hell lot of trouble.
For us that is.. >~> Had late recess cos of her. Make so much noise.
Then POA, Jie Ting shoot Ms.S. LawL!!
Any question she asked us, we all say don't know.
Jun Ji keep telling the answer to her but she ignore him. Bitch..
Whatever..
I know short post but.. xD

Hotel California-Eagles

Crap quality. >~>

Blah~

I almost forgot.. The Video..

Kotoko- Agony. Enjoy!

Okay.. first and foremost.

Happy Birthday Edna! Sweet thirteen now!

Anyway, Now that that's done, On to the main event.
went To Victoria Concert Hall(Yes, where the Choir SYF is held) today to watch Enchanting Moments 2oo8 By Bedok View Sec(BVSS).
1st performance was the By the Gu Zheng ensemble. Quite Nice. I've never heard Chinese Music so good.
Then was BVSS Choir. OMG! They sang so nicely! They are DAMN GOOD okayyy! Must try to be better than them!
After that was the Anklung ensemble. Quite nice.. Last time I heard such music was in P6.
Then had this 15 min break
Followed by MINDS japanese drumming. Really good.
Then was their ENGLISH DRAMA CLUB! Was like, super uber funny! I laughed alot.
Then was the BVSS CONCERT BAND!! OMGGGGG!! THEY WERE LIKE DAMN GOOD can? So darn nice la!
If they were a military band, they can compete with Deyi band okayyyy!
Now I'm totally in LOVE with the BVSS trombone section!

Then yesterday watched the Acappella competition.
AMK SEC ROCKED la cannnnn? They were soooooo Goood! I wish they were in 1st place.
Go go AA!!

Pullthetrigger. Bang. Shootmeintheback. Idontfuckingcare.

Something that popped into my mind a while ago..
ANYWAYY. Let's see.. Uhh
Once again I was made SECTION LEADER for Tenor.
The teacher called my Name.. It went on something like this.
"Mrs.Y: Ryan!
Me: Whut?(In hokkien)
Choir: LAWL!"
It was... pretty hilarious. And Jun Hao is MAHH UNDERLINGGG!! xD

Okay, Can't be bothered to type.. Not much to type anyway.. So.. whatever.. And if you're wondering, Yes.
Another Vid. It'll sound familiar to those who played Crisis Core; Final Fantasy VII

Back again... Considering changing my blogskin again.. Should I? I dunno. Tag and tell me.
I'm doing a few crazy things in my head as I type this.. Discrimination.. Hate. Protested against.. Demonstrated against.. Eh? Sorry.. I spaced out.
People can trigger me but not everyone can figure me..
Anywayyy.. Here's a song for you all. Vid post again. :P
Sound quality might not that good though..

Oh.. and a vid for you people.. and Jie ting. I'm just kidding about you dying. ;D

Arlow~ Sorry for not blogging recently..
I was playing my cousin's PSP alot so.. *Shrugs*
I was also kinda busy fiddling with my phone.
Right now. I think I'm the only one at home awake now. Tch.
Feel so unlucky today but Ahh.. Heck la. Maybe is cos of what I saw today..

And now I feel soo bored! And Joyce(Acappella) don't feel like talking.
And Carissa mei can't sms.. >~>
BORED! Anyone got interesting to play, read or do then TAG please and thank you.
Oh and Jie Ting.
You SUCK! I hope you die!

New Skin

New skin by ♥BANGBANGx. It's freakin Awesome! Rate from -10 to 10. No insults or criticism here. Thanks.

Acappella Camp

This week went for acappella camp. I miss my group and some other people already!

To those in that special acappella group I was in.
You are all sorely missed and loved
May god bless you
and may you have many Happy days ahead.

Missing Colin, Rif, Joyce, My Group(Heaven and Hell! We Rock!! =D), Carissa, Maggie, Benjamin, Aaron and alot more! Was damn fun with you and hope to meet up again! Heh.

Fuck it! I'm back!


Smile All!

Been typing out chapter for my fanfic recently.

Go to www.fanfiction.net and search by author's name.

Search word is Subaru D. Flourite.

anyway, After today is the last week of June holidays so BETTER GET USED TO WAKING UP EARLY people.

My mood for blogging is back now so I'm not sure of whether I'll post my chapters up here for beta reading.

Kinda bored these past few days so I'm glad there's something to do tomorrow and the day after.

Anyone got strawberry milk? I want and I like. :D

I think I'll end the post here.. *Shrugs*

Heart and Soul
Chapter 1: Past Slayer, Present Unknown

He cried. For the first time in his life, he cried.

Parents were killed, girlfriend and best friend dead and even his own village shunned him.

The only things he had left, was Asairiku. His blade.

And the thirst for revenge. Noah..

The Noah called himself Gabriel Runehart.

The Eldest Noah...
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"Rada! Marada! Get up!" Yelled his mom.

"Alright alright.." He said as he woke up with a yawn.

It had been 2 years since the day his found his sword. It seem to have a mind of it's own.

Anyone who touched it would be dead the next day, But no one knew why.

Only when he picked it up, he was fine.

"Hey Marada-Kun!" Greeted a green haired girl.

"Hmm? Hi Chocoe-Chan!" replied Marada.

"Oi! Keirei! You're needed again!" Yelled Ryan.

Ryan was Marada's best childhood friend and rival. He too had a sword, but it was different.

"Nani?! This early? Hell, those things are getting earlier each and everytime!" Replied Marada.

"Yeah.. Let's go! We don't have much time!" said Ryan as he ran down the path.

Who would have thought that this would be the last battle with Ryan.

And the final meeting with everyone he cherished and loved.
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"Pant pant.. Mizuryuu!" He yelled as he swung his blade, creating a blade of water destroying the akuma in half.

"Keirei! Can you hold out?" Yelled Ryan as turned to the akuma infront of him.

"Tsuchitora.." He said as he plunged he blade into the ground, having stalagmites impale the akuma.

"Yeah Ryan.. It's a bit tiring since I just woke up, but I can handle it." Marada replied nonchalantly.

"Kogasuookami." He muttered as he swung his blade twice, destroying the last of the akuma.

"Tch.. Let's.. What?" Marada said as he saw Ryan lay on the ground, all bloodied. His eyes were dilated.

"Well well.. What do we have here?" Asked a man. He had grey skin and cross marks across the forehead.

"Who.. Are you?" He asked. "Did you kill Ryan?!" He screamed.

"Now now.. You two were spoiling my fun.. Besides, your village is on fire.. I killed everyone there anyway.."

The man merely grinned at Marada and spun his umbrella.

"You're gonna pay! Raitora!" He screamed as he let loose a chain of thunder in the form of a tiger.

The man flicked his wrist and the attack disappeared into nothing. "Too weak.." He said.

"Well, I'll let you live on the account that He wants you alive.." Said the man.

As he turned his back to Marada, He aimed his arm at him, disarming Marada immediately.

"I am Gabriel Runehart. The Eldest Noah." He said grinning as he took a few steps, vanishing into thin air.
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Well! First Chapter Down! Expect alot more chapters!
Next Chapter Preview: Marada has lost everything! A mysterious Silver haired boy approaches him!
Will he get back his will to fight? The Next Chapter! Chapter 2; Rising through the ranks. Exorcise!