80th Post.
Erghhh. I don't know how long this smile of mine is gonna last.
I feel really pissed.
I don't know why though.. O.o
Eh, I'm weird in that way.
Then again, It won't be me if I'm not weird.
Whoa whoa. Anyway I need to re exam.
I somewhat regret not studying abit harder.
If not don't need to waste so much time in school.
AHHH! [insert profanity here]
Well.. Whatever
If you're expecting a long rant then too bad.. >.>
See you.

I owe this.. Damn.

#1: 7 things/people that make you smile
-Music
-Lucas's dumbness
-My retardation
-Gwen's funny sarcasm
-Iscariot's awesome poem about his pathetic English name.
-Choir
-Nicole F.L.
-Joanna's little bits of randomness.

#2: 7 things to do to win your heart
-Never hurt me. Seriously.
-Take the initiative.
-Be random at times.
-Be selfless and also find time for yourself.
-Exchange a few honeyed words.
-Don't always talk about religion.
-Accept me, for the being I am.

#3: 7 things that I believe in.
-The fact I'm not sane.
-Talk is cheap.
-I hate Chinese
-The five elements of the world are neutralists.
-Cursed by God for eternity.
-I'm weird.
-I hate my name.

#4: 7 things that I'm afraid of
-Vengeful spirits.
-Unknowingly offending someone.
-Luca's Mom. (AKA My aunt)
-Having Nic hate me for any amount of time. D:
-Getting kicked out of Choir
-Having Joanna hate me for any amount of time.
-Being ignored by any of my GANS.

#5: 7 things I want now
-Get to Sec 4
-Be better at Chinese
-Be even better at Maths
-Keep up my English and Combined Science grades.
-That wallet in the new 7-11 Shop.
-Memorise the J'entends Le Moulin song.
-And definitely You.


#6: 7 things I do everyday
-Sleep
-Daydream
-Roleplay
-Try to study
-Chat with Nic and Lucas
-Disturb Gwen and Iscariot.(Occasionally for ZW)
-Talk to myself.

#7: 7 people to do this quiz
-Kenji
-Lucas
-Gwen
-Iscariot/Zheng Wei.
-Joanna
-Nicole
-Don't know. Anyone who has nothing to do I guess..

As usual, I ripped it from someone's blog.

1)Do u like your present school?
Guess so. It could use an improvement though.

2)What do u want the most now?
To fuckin become a Sec 4 student. >.>

3)who is the closest person to you in school?
Chanel. And Nicole. And Joanne.

4)Do u hate your friends sometimes?
Well, I AM human aren't I?

5)Are you afraid of death?
I don't think so. Been thinking about ending my life if I ever retain.

6)What is your goal for this year?
GET TO SEC 4 god damn it.. >.>

7)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah. Pretty much.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
Eternity? Get some English lessons. It's ETERNAL jackass. And yes I do.

9)Do you think girlfriends are necessity?
Uhh. Well.. That would depend in the situation I'm in. But usually, I'm in the neutral zone.

10)What do you enjoy most?
My slackeriffic attitude.

11)Have you done anything for your admirer?
Ehh? Not sure I have one..

12)Do you like your CCA?
Yes. ._.''

13)Do u cherish every of your single friendship?
It's 'Do you cherish all of your friendships?' jackass. And yeah, most of 'em

14)Who probably do you spend the rest of your life with?
GET SOME ENGLISH LESSONS BITCH. And I don't really know. Never contemplated it. Joanna and Nic maybe.

15)What do u think is the most important thing in your life?
Depends on how I feel.

16)Do you find life meaningless?
Somewhat. It's an endless cycle of Chaos.. And peace. How troublesome..

17)What do you live for?
Guiding my cousin about the streets. And for someone. *cough*

18)Who do you talk most to in school?
Chanel.

19)Who is the last person you talked to in MSN?
Richa sempai, Lucas and Gwen. I was Multi chatting.

20)Do you like your current school or primary school?
A bit. It's kinda irritating with some random fucktard causing trouble for me. >.>

People selected to do:
Anyone who reads this shit of has nothing to do.

*Note. Following letter is not real.

Dear Shareezat:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I threw up in your camping car and I saw you sit on my fart balloon. I'm sure you're ashamed to understand that Santa doesn't exist . I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I'm better off without Cocaine abuse.

Go burn,
-RYAN™-

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics


12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

I tag Lucas, Nicole, Gwen, and the students of 303'08 to do this.
Have fun~ :D

As usual, boredom got the best of me. so I present you this quiz..

1. The person who tag/pass you is?*
Stole it from Iscariot's bloggie/

2. Your relationship with him/her?*

Friends. period.

3. Your five impressions of him/her?*
Smart. Fat. Don't know about the last three

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?*
Nothing. Oh wait. Challenge me to Nightmare(Which I did not accept)

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?*
No idea.. o-o

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?*
Die. I don't wanna be gay!

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?*
Refer to the top answer.

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?*
No idea.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?*
No idea again..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?*
Nothing.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?*
God-wannabe

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?*
Random, insane.. Stupid.


13. The characters you love of yourself are?*
My random yells that go I WANT [insert edible sweet food item here]

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?*
Nothing. Seriously. Nothing.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?*
A person who can live a carefree life.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.*
Love you too. o-o

17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.

1.Gwen
2.Lucas
3.Kinnear
4.Racheal
5.Edna
6.Deborah
7.Christina
8.Shanaz
9.Marilyn
10.Jeslyn

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
No one.. I think.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No. Hell, they don't know each other.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Drums and music.

22. When was the last time you had a chat?
Yesterday

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Hmm.. Not really sure.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Yes, elder brother. Don't know his name

25. Will you woo no.3?
Will this blog implode?

26. How abt no.7?
Will guns be legal in Singapore?

27. Is no.4 Single?
She should be..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Tan. Lolol

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
I don't know?

30. Do no. 5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Bedok View Secondary

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.

Don't be such a bimbo.

33. Where does no.9 live at?
Dunno.

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
No idea. -.-

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Nope. But they ARE friends.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
Her brother? I think.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
*cough* *cough* Well.. I'm not sure about that.

I tag: Lucas, Deborah, Racheal, Marilyn and Christina to do this. XD
Have fun!~

01. What have you been doing recently?
Hanging around CR.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Rarely. LOL

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was slacking in bed.

04. When did you last cry?
That's years!

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Graduate from Sec school and get it over with.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I just pull up my hood.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Blanket. ><

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Basket Ball shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Not telling. ><

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No and I never will

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Hell no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Eagle Eye

14. What are you proud of?
My lost sanity.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Lols I don eat lunch de o.o

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Sea Of Love~ Hixxy remix

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Jackass, Siaokia, idiot, dumbass and dumb bell

18. What does your last received text message say?
Eaten already x) haha. Eh I'm otw home. Alone. :(

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Around 1 am

20. Are you currently happy?
I think so.. Yet I think not.

21. Who gives you best advice?
Gwen, Nicole, Lucas and Joanna

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I wish I was allowed

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
No one. XD

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Promotion to Sec 4

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
looking at Isacarrot's answers for this quiz

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Hell no bitch.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Ding Chao

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Well YES. No shit sherlock.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
No idea. I've become tolerant for alot of shit.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes. And I'm still waiting

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope, Don't plan to.

32. What is the colour of your room?
White. D:

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
I'll do it for free! Just give me the equipment.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
Yes. And no

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Can't remember. I think it was an ex of mine.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Nicole.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Can peacocks fly?

38. Do you have a life?
Yes. But it's half dead.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
Yes. My Gan-Mummy. I broke down.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
To face death and smile.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Joanna. As an exorcist.. "=.-
I know my dreams are really weird, not that i can help it.

42. Last time you smiled?
Today.

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes. I became more tolerant of other people's bullshit. Woots!

44. What are you listening right now?
A disturbed version of a nursery rhyme

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Depends on my mood.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Insanity drives the average Human sane.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yeah. o.o

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
I want to.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Pouring wasabi powder into my sister's nose while she's asleep.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Hanging around CR. Again.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
No. Not at the moment.

53. What song best describe your love life?
Fall For You. Secondhand Serenade.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yep! >.<

55. Who always make you laugh?
Lucas, Gwen, Joanna and Nicole.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes. Obviously.

57. Favourite website(s)?
My blog, CrunchyRoll and youtube.

58. What's your middle name?
Fake one is Sol. Real one is Teo

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
School. Lunch. CR slacking. Sleep. Repeat.

60. What do you think you are like?
I think I'm like. Sol Badguy!

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Nicole. Kenji. Humphery. Joanna.

62. Where have you been today?
At home, rotting. >->

63. What game do you play often?
No idea.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Someone *ahem*, Nicole, Kenji.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Both or nothing. ^-^

66. What are you doing right now?
This quiz?

67. Which primary school are you from?
Ahmad Ibrahim

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Pink, black and white

69. What emotion you like to show?
Laid back and lazy.

70. What is your life to you?
Its a cycle of chaos and peace. How troublesome.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Talk about it with Lucas or Nic.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Richa baka sempai

73. Who do you admire most?
Gwen, for having EVERYTHING she wants >.>

74. Which month are you born in?
July

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

76. What is the time now?
2126h

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
A fat, showoff, god wannabe

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Hazel Brown.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I'm bored. duh.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
No idea. I haven't been moody for a year or so.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Don't know. Never contemplated it.

82. Who is more important to you?
Friends, family, *ahem* and Gans. xP

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
No idea. Get the Guilty Gear game for PC?

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Nicole.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
No. It's a waste of time

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Not sure. Other than loving her forever.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Get to sec 4. Learn the guitar.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
it's ETERNAL love dumbass. and yes.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Despair, fear and insanity.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes. China will suffer the most.

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
None. I haven't felt sad or anything I don't like for almost a year now.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. Well. Most of em.

93. Do you believe in God?
Uh.. Yes.

94. Who cares for you most?
Family, Gans and friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My lost sanity. (Something Gwen doesn't wanna lose.)

96. What will you bring when you fight?
A gun and parang if it were legal. If not then a Kendo sword.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Being so obedient in primary school

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Death.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I think I did.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Still bored. LOL :D

Shall update what happened yesterday!

10th Oct 2008
Went out to AMKHUB to Meet Gwen, Lucas and gang..
Edna was last. Went to central Mac's for lunch.
Gwen and Esther ate while me and Lucas thrashed each other in DJMax2.
Lol. Fair game I guess. Thought I lost 2:3.
Damn it. After that, went to AMKHUB and bought ticks for Eagle Eye.
Rating of 4/5 stars. Explosive effects, were amazing.
Plot and storyline was good. Ending was unexpected.
The sound effects were nice too. Especially the way some American dude got fried.
after that headed off to arcade. Slacked there then went to food court.
Had dinner and trained home after that.

Today
Spent the whole damn day at home. Decided to type this post.
I heard the song Darkwave Surfer by Aural Vampire.
It's damn nice.
Blog hopped around and remembered to relink some people.
Better do it after this.
Thinking of having a Guilty Gear RP thread in CR.
I need ideas though. Hmm.. :/
Kay, Shall end post here. See Ya!

Here Lucas,
The quiz :

1. What colour is your phone?

- White

2. Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?

-Marcus (Sec 1 junior)

3.Who’s the last person you called?

-Lucas

4.Who was your last missed call from?

-Edna. LOL

5.Who’s the 2nd person who miss called you?

-No Idea. I think it was Chanel. No wait. Amelia.

6.Who’s speed dial 2?

-No one.

7.Who’s the 3rd person who comes up under J?

-Joelynn

8.Who was your last received call??

-Lucas

9.Who’s speed dial number 4?

-Don't use speed dial

10.What is your wallpaper?

-A photo from my old sec 1 and 2 class room.

11.How many text messages do you receive?

-No idea. Depends on the person I'm messaging

12.Who’s speed dial number 8?

-Stop asking me this question. I don't effing use speed dial.

13.What does the 5th message in your inbox say?

-But you're not 24hours next to me. :) and you realise all my posts are nearing 12midnight?

14.Who’s the 1st person who comes up under B?

-Bernard

15.Who was your last text message?

-Edna

16.Name every person you have text messages from:

-uhh. My inbox would be.. Michelle, Jaslyn, Jocelyn, Wen Qian(All sec 4), Gwen, Edna, Lucas, Amelia, Wilbur, Cheryl, Llyod, my mum, Kendric, CallerAlert, Singtel, Nicole, Ling Jing, Sin Yine, Melvin, Lara, Laiman, Mei Qi and Melissa.

17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?

-No and I don't plan to. Wait. Yes

18.Who’s the 3rd person under U?

-No one.. actually.

19.What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?

-Aww. So sad. Hah. Won't so suay lah. I know you're smarter than you look.

20.Who is the first name in your phonebook?

-Aaron

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1) JOANNA
2) Samantha
3) Joelynn
4) Gwen
5) Zheng Wei
6) Esther
7) MichelleMUMMY
8) JaslynMA
9) JocelynMAMA
10) Wen QianMOTHER
11) ChanelMAMI
12) Jun Jie
13) Irena
14) SiewHui
15) Rachael
16) Jie Ting
17) Michelle
18) Priti
19) Amelia
20) Alvin

How did you meet 14? - Classmates

What would you do if you never met 1? - Life would be horrible and colourless.

What if 9 and 20 dated? - God. I think I'll suffer from depression where I'll turn emo and join a terrorist group and become a suicide bomber. Or I'll become depressed and die.

Will 16 and 17 date? - lolroflmao. Hell no. Jie Ting has his eyes on someone else and Mich already has a stead.

Describe 7. - Kind, crazy, playful. Easy to tease and fun to be with.

What would you do if 18 confessed to you that he/she liked you? - LOL. It will never happen. If it does, that will be screwed up.

Who is 9 going out with? - No one if I'm right.. She should still be single at the moment.

When was the last time you talked to 13? - Teachers day.

Who's 2's favorite band/singer? - No effing idea. I know she likes chinese songs.

Would you ever date 4? - Shit! Hell no. She's too fierce and dominating

Would you ever date 1? - If she gave me another chance perhaps. Yes.

Is 19 single? - Yes. I think. 63% sure

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? - Yes. In a Mother and son relationship. Hah.

School of 3? - Deyi Secondary.

Where does 6 live? - No effing Idea. Ask Gwen.

What is your favorite thing of 5? - screwing others in DJMAX2 if I'm not wrong.

Have you ever seen 10 naked? - God forbid. I'd be killed by all 5 Gan Mothers.

Hey everyone!
Feeling more relaxed now that exams are over eh? Me too.
Now, I can use the computerr!
Haha! Now I'm gonna be damn active okays?
Every morning sure see online during EOY holidays.
Kay, I'm still damn high. Shall end post here.
BYEBYE!


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