All Or Nothing.

All Or Nothing album by Jay Sean

But all I want for Christmas...

Is you.

♥

Number 1 thing on my christmas wishlist?

Nicole Fiona Laurens.

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Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Genius! Lol!

♥

Anything for you..

♥

♥

9th December 2009

Today was the day I fetched love from her first day of work.

Even though I was slightly late due to my dad.

I still managed to get there. NUH is BIG!

It felt fullfilling to see her today. I can't figure out why,

I just felt it. Made me more motivated to change more for her.

Damn it! I'm going to fetch her on Friday.

Can't wait!

And I have a henna writing on my arm.

And it's so so awesome.

:D

After reading. I crumbled.
I realised I can't go on. With a doubtful mind.
With these trembling hands.
I've been broken. I thought I recovered.
I was already broken...

Even if they throw you away.
Even if they hate you.
Even if they turned their backs on you.


I will always love you.
I will always be there.
To listen.
To comfort.
To love.
Always.

Why do I keep making mistakes?

I haven't been in here for like.. Forever.
and the first thing I want to say is that,

My boss reminds me of the Boomer in L4D/L4D2.

NO! That's second actually. Firstly,
I LOVE Nicole Fiona Teo oh sosososo much.

WARNING. EXPLICIT TERMS INBOUND.

Ok, getting on subject, Work was supposed to end for me this week.
But my dad was so insistent on making me work that I have to continue till next week.
WHERE'S MY ONE WEEK BREAK YOU SAID I WOULD GET YOU FUCKER!?!!
Continuing, I'm going Batam tomorrow.
Not exactly thrilled that I got to wake up early.
But I'm overly hyper that I get to see my dear baby so early, first thing in the morning!
God bless her and her family with my very life.

I feel the want for ice cream, durian and lots of chewy candy.
I can't stand myself sometimes. :D
Anyway, I decided to quit with the Japanese songs.
Yes, you read right, I'm staying away from em.
Maple, well. Sorry Eiw Ugz. I hafta quit. Wait. I never started. O.o
What the fuck was I talking about?
ANYWAY GOD DAMN WAY!
I need to sleep. Now. It's late. But before I go, here's two songs dedicated to my dear baby.

Thunder by Boys Like Girls



Two is Better than One by Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift.


I hope you enjoy.

♥

I'm a selfish fucker..

Maybe I'm better off dead?

As you wish

Dedicated to my baby.
Fuck yourself if you laugh.
*insert malicious laugh here*

Alesana
"As You Wish"
from the new album "Where Myth Fades to Legend"


ºº Lyrics. ºº

Life is meaningless without you
Love can be such a beautiful torture
My heart breaks as I long for you
Love can be such lovely torture

I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told of our love will never die

I've slain the most unholy things, endured such terrific pain
Finally I'll feel your caress again
I've braved the cold and lonely seas, I have prevailed against the odds
Then again...

I will climb the hills, draw my sword and take down
Anyone who tries to stand in front of me
Please know I'll never run away without you in my arms
One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die

Will you forgive what I've done to give you four white horses?

One day lovers will dream of this undying kiss
Not of Romeo or Juliet
Stories told our love will never die

Disclaimer: Song belongs to Alesana. So do the lyrics.

New favorite time of the day.

Naptime. $100 to the first person to guess why.

BWAHAHAHAHAAHA. I've feeling evil. xD

Continuing. I gots a job now. Working next monday.

Hell Yeah! 1.6k here I come!

Random conversation that took place on Tuesday

A: -Starts laughing-

B: *Doing dishes* What you doing?

A: Watching video. -laughs again-

B: Can you stop watching porn?

A: No! Haha. Eh wait..!

Guess who's who. :D

I love you.
I hope you do too..

♥

My 7th Month.

Dedicated to my baby.

Happy 7th Month Love.

♥

♥

Ryan's on full blown hiatus because his bitch N levels are here! :D

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:D

:D

:D

another day without you with me

happy 6th month, love.
thanks for the jacket ♥




i ♥ you! :)

N Prelims.

PRELIMS IN 1 WEEK! D:

from nicole, with love.

happy advanced birthday, baby. it's gon be 15th july real soon. make the best wishes, alright? i loveeeee you :D

<3 nicole

Hello peepos!
Yes yes. I went out today.
I'm so happy! :D
Spent today as the last day with baby today.
I feel kinda glad we compromised.
After this, life is damn difficult.
That's why I spent roughly...
5-6 hours with her today.
Not including travel time to meet her.
Lol. Anyway, spent time at Macs while waiting for her mum.
After that went to Suntec to eat.
Went to Pepper Lunch.
I. Had. Salmon! But no appetite.
So eat finish, don't wanna eat anythign else alr.
I think it's cos of my fever 2 days ago.
Ate already then wandered Harrisons.
Dunno looking for what.
After that, walk walk around TOYSRUS.
Send Nicole home then bus-ed home.
Now uber sian.
LOL.
Shall end post here.
Good Night.

I wanna stay here.
Forever. And. Always.
Across this New Divide.
Cos there are No Boundaries.

we're the ones who made you~

Paparazzi - Lady Gaga

i miss you, ryanlove :(

xoxo.

4th Month. ((:

Happy 4th Month!! Love you B! :D

I hate Vista.
Stupid damn thing doesn't work properly anymore.
Heck. Anyway. I went out today.
I went to Nic's place first.
Played bowling and boxing.
Epic FAIL at baseball though. HAHA.
Anyway, after awhile, we went off to Vivo.
Bought movie ticks for Drag Me To Hell.
After that, we went around Vivo looking for a place to eat after.
We found Secret Recipe. After that we explored the damn place for 2 hours.
Watched the movie after that.
Drag Me To Hell isn't scary.
Just. Disgusting I guess? A lot of blood which I like.
And a small bit of gore. When the gypsy's eyes popped out.
That was nice too. But other than that, the most of the movies were disgusting.
Simply because when the main character was dragged to hell, she started rotting already.
HAHA. She gave the wrong envelope to the dead gypsy and ended up still dying.
Sad right? Well, her fault for not extending the woman's loan.
But I don't think she shamed her. She was just scared.
But when the movie was still good actually.
They had a reference to Beelzebub. There was always a fly around.
It flew into the MC's nose. Then her mouth. Oh god.
But it's disturbing when an invisible force smacks you around and keeps harrassing you.
But in the end, the movie was very nice.
And! I already expected the ending when the MC failed to give away her cursed button(wtf?)
Yes, the gypsy cursed her button. A coat button actually.
When the gypsy had died, her bodily fluids came pouring onto the MC.
Frankly, I haven't seen sucha good movie since The Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
Blood and gore ftw!~ Hahahahahahahahaha.
But alright. Movie rating: 4.5/5.
Okay, continuing. After the movie, Nic and I went to Secret Recipe to eat.
I am never eating their Soba again. >->
I want COLD Soba. Not stir-fried Soba god damn you.
Nicole had Fish and Chips. Their fish is NICE!
Then on the way home, talked cock and commented about the ads before the movie.
The acne skincare one is sooo damn act cute.
Tsk. The guy especially. Lmao.
After sending her home, bus-ed back.
Bathed and stuff. Now on MSN with Zgu Wie and Nicole. :D
Crapping to no end at the moment.
Alrighty, shall end post here.
Good Night people!

And babyboo, I love you. ;) ♥

psp above me! ):

HELLO NICOLE HERE ALL.

this lazy bum don't know how to update his blog, so i'm updating for him. MUAHAHAR.



i tell you the good things first lah. he followed me to my dental appointment today. then we go makan & he paid 50 cents for my food 'cus i only paid him 2 bucks when i'm supposed to pay 2.50. HAHAHA, best eh, get 20% discount. hehee.

nao he's sitting, playing my psp. i don't understand boys with psp. like going mad @ the controls of an electronic device. like huhhh? why'd you think i dumped my psp? k lah, maybe put it this way. a psp to him is like handphone to me. jadi lah. hahaha.

k this is so boring. he's playing psp. i have nothing to do! D:

anyway ryan baby,
i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

always be my baby :D

Hey peeps!
I know I haven't posted. So I'm doing so now.
No idea what to put no wait.
I freaking need POA tuition.
I can't go for Gary Ong's cos I need a new group. I can't find one.
Might consider just not having POA tuition at all.
Sigh. Anyway, if you got recommendation, please do tell.
On to other matters, I went to B's house about two days ago.
From 6+pm to 11pm.
Quite fun actually.
Slacked around her place, took a few pics.
Watched TV and the usual.
My dad called at 10.45pm LOL.
I went home quite late.
Hmm. I thought curfew for those without IC was 11pm.
I was corrected. Don't have actually.
And your EZ-Link card serves as your IC if you don't have the pink card.
I'm surprised and slight pissed cos I didn't know this.
Ah, whatever. At least now I do.
Continuing, I'm getting frequent headaches.
Not today at least but it was there from a few days ago till yesterday.
I don't know why. Saw a doctor. He said might be cos of stress.
-.- Stress? Right.
Change of blogskin and added music.
Had a few issues with some tracks but was quick to sort out. :D
Lright. I'm ending here peepos.
Stay strong and smile! ;D
Byebye~!

-Yawn- Hey peepos!
I just remembered my promise.
So I'm here. Typing out shit.
Lmao. I had Choir today.
Some COE shit. Sec 4s were released early.
I warz so happeh!(In case you don't understand, I was so happy.)
Lame. -.- Kay, anyway, I was reminded that I had study camp.
And and! I'm attending Gary Ong's tuition soon! This week starting.
Probably Thursday. Ryan Teo! Buck up!
A few more months then GCE 'N' Levels already!
And Shanaz! See, I help you earn money!
Haha. Must be happy! Don't always so sad sad.
I spent most of the day with babydear.
Hahaha. A certain teacher got flamed the whole day.
Oh. I also find her sister weird and scary.
Brr. I shan't elaborate. :D
Neway, we compromised.
So me and Nicole are giving each other some space so we can study.
After GCE exams then we go out. Harharhar.
I think it's for the best at the moment.
She's so understanding.
I'm thinking how hard it'll be to find another her if we ever break up.
I don't think I'll be happy anymore. -Gasp!-
Lols. Continuing, PTM was a hit!
My dad came and my mum DID NOT compare me with my bitch younger sister!
Hallelujah! Mrs Ng also said I can do better.
Ahhh. I'm gonna miss my Co-Form/Chem teacher.
So sad. Oh, Mrs Remesh also leaving.
Damn. There goes another english teacher.
I hope the class get's Mr. Rafi or Ms. Nurain.
Or anyone better than *** ****.
Yes, If you're 403 and you know about last year's english lessons.
You know who the hell I'm referring to.
Also, on a brighter note, I'm thinking about how I needa sort my schedule.
I needa study too. Sigh. Tuition ftw~!
Uwahh. I'm thirsty.
I want Coke.
I want Coca-Cola.
I want a soft drink.
Lols. Lame. xD
Alright, I think I'm ending here.

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Hahaha. Okay. Now ending.
Byebye!~

That Last Prayer.
Keep on praying.
And pray for yourself.
Let God bless you.
Because you weren't born to be damned.

Well.
This skin is rather right inclined in case you're wondering.
New link, New skin.
New day.
I'll update fully and properly next time I'm on.
Smile!

xxx

RxN™

Apologize much peeps!
I've been banned. I just snuck on.
And it's 2 in the morning. I gotta go soon LOL.
Neways, most of you readers(from deyi) Know about this girl.
Harrassing me and Nicole? Yeah. That one.
Neways, the matter's been resolved so the search is off.
Been killed by exams. Maths, Geography and MT were the worst.
Ah hell, I've always been that way.
Who cares?
Ahas, I took the time to talk to Nicole's mum around 2-3 days ago.
I didn't want her to get into trouble so I smsed her.
Wao. She is a very nice woman.
Aunty, I don't mind if you're loh soh! I am too!
Continuing, After explaining everything, she seems to have given me and Nicole a chance.
And I am uber happy about it.
My dad approved when he found out.
Not so sure about the rest of the family though.
Well, whatever. I'm off to sleep now. I could sleep earlier but now I'm as exhausted as hell!
Oh and err, peeps? I'll be changing link soon.
When I'm Unbanned, I'll give it to you.

xxx

x-ryan(:

x-UnforgivingSins
Let thy sink into the darkness once more.

:) Nicole

RYAN TEO!
Your blog is dead.

It's so stagnant, aedes mosquitoes can buzz around & lay eggs.

Lright, here to try & revive this blog of his. Apparently, his computer connection is down or something. :o Initially, I wanted to post something, but then I've decided against it. :z

Anyway, Ryan(!)
Keep smilinggggggggggggg & never stop. BUT! Stop being emoooooooo. It's not good for health! :)))) Hahaha, God I hate the word emo. Like, oh! I'm so emo -,-

I'm trying to make this post longer than his usual short & sweet posts.
so...































































I included spacing. :) Hahaha.

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life

:)

Okay I love love love you RihannaRyan!!! :D

Many things happened.
Heeee! Don't feel like saying though.
Feeling lazy! Bwahaha!
Anyway! I passed my Napfa this year!
Hope to get Silver. Next year aiming to get Gold already.
Not sure what else to put.
Ah yes.
NICOLE IS SO PRETTY!!
Well. Signing outta here. Byee!

Alright. I got less than 10 minutes left!

Yesterday, was in the phone with Nic.
Then guess whaaaat. Atiqah, who was there,
Kept on flaming me. I was all lols.
She threatens to kill me. I wonder if she can.
I know Lara has that power. -coughncccough-
Anyway. today was very noisy.
There was a funeral. And today was probably the last day.
They played the ceremonial music so god damned loud.
Now I KNOW it's a custom to play it loud (Don't ask. It's a tradition between buddhists)
But come on! I can't even hear myself scream!
Too loud, don't you think?
To continue! I realize my younger sister is a tyrant.
She always must have her way.
God damnit, if I could, I'd slap her senseless.
Wake up! I don't owe you a living.
I don't have the obligation to do your shit!
Keh. I'm surprised I'm still not pissed after typing this out.
Ah well. 20th was a speciaaaaaal day. :D
Alright peeps. I'm gonna sleep now.
Night all!

iloveyou
don'tletmego
youstolemyheart
andwithmysoul
isweari'llkeepmypromise
toloveyouforever.

Hello hello! Check out my results!

Subject Grade
English 2
Maths 3
Combined Science 4
Combined Humanities 1
Chinese U
PoA 5

Not bad right? All grades covered.
And Eng+Maths+ Best 3 = 15 points! yeeeeey!
I aiming 12 points or below for psychology!
MichyMummy! Better be prepared to tutor me again.
Heheheheheh!!

Okay. To satisfy some people.
I decided to update.

Monday

Dull but interestingly busy.
New teachers were introduced.
New guy call Mr. Chng came.
Mr. Teo said he'd teach our class soon.
Christ. Hope he can teach well.

Tuesday

Again.
Dull but interestingly busy.
Got kinda bored during assembly.
some ang moh guy came.
Lmao. I wanna be a Deejay!
Radio might be my passion soon!
Cool right? ;D

Wednesday

Start of the 3 day Sec 4 Level camp.
Can't say it's a camp. More like...
A lecture I think. Ya. That's the word.
Lmao. Rocky came into class.
He's damn warm and very inspiring.
Very friendly also. Teach my class alot of stuff.
He gave us 50 mins worth of recess.
Lucky you know.

Thursday

2nd day of the Sec 4 Level camp.
Eunice came into class.
she's damn friendly, warm.
And really really hell of a patient woman.
Me and Zat sang 'I'm Yours' by Jason Mraz.
Cos she remembered 15 pics.
We were like. "Oh Holy Shit. Die. Sure sure die."
It got exceedingly boring at the end.

Friday

Last day of Level camp.
Went to Sentosa.
Whoa. 2 hours around that place.
Killed my legs.
Half of my class made it.
I was one of them.
Lmao. Group 6 ftw!
Heh.

Okay! That sums up my week peeps!
How about yours?

I love you I love you I love you
I don't want to lose you.
You mean so much to me.
Words can't describe what I feel.
Especially when I'm with you.
Your touch. Your kiss. Your scent.
I will love you till the end of time.
I'll never let you go.
<3

Some weird things happened today.
Shan't talk about it.
But it was a nice experience.
Nothing much else to update.
Oh. Special picture with credits to...
Where's my drumroll?!! -drumroll plays-

L. Siew Hui!

Prank call if you want to.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

Today felt nice.
I haven't felt like this at all.
Love you to bits and pieces! <3

Hey guys. It's officially valentines day.
And I wanna say 1 thing.
Valentines Day is possibly the most.
Boring.day.ever.
But hell, you know what?
I DON'T CARE. :D


I Dont Care - Fall Out Boy

Black Friday

Okay people.
So it's Friday the 13th.
I'm as blur as crap.
Not the slightest bit of concentration was in my eyes today.
Weell. Whatever.
So today, school 'celebrating' Valentines Day.
And this year I got 2 presents+Class Tee.
One from my seating partner, Lan Chee.
She's sooo shy and only this year does she have courage to DISTURB me.
What the crap?
Another one from Nicole F.L. Bolts.
Her cookies are niceeee.
But some are as hard as rock.
But still edible.
Tomorrow. Or more accurately. At midnight.
I'm posting again.
What? Deal with it you asses who complain.
Going out tomorrow.
Might be meeting TweetyMummy and JasMa.
Lmao. I wanna arcade there damn it!
Gonna play Left 4 Dead tomorrow too.
Woo~
okay. Ending with a song by...

hey monday!

CLICK AND WATCH! (:

Homecoming - Hey Monday

Hmm. Been feeling like a fool.
Well. I do have the personality of a fool.
Well. Whatever la.
Be loved, Be hated, Be liked, Be disliked.
All familiar feelings.
All being the reason why I'm as cold as stone.
I've reviewed my past.
I realized a lot of things.
I let go for a long time.
She only came back for that moment but left again.
And she never came back.
I've been deluding myself.
Tch. I can't believe it.
Am I really that useless?
The thought of it makes my skin crawl with disgust for myself.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface.
I need someone who will love me.
Someone who can cherish me and tell me what I should do.
But it'll come. In the end.
So I'll just live my life.
Being thankful for what I do got.
And stop looking at what I don't got.
After all. Life is an interesting journey.
Peaks and valleys. Twist and turns.
You'll never know where it'll take you.
You could get the surprise of your life.
Sometimes on the way to where you going.
You'd be thinking. 'This is the worst time of my life.'
But at the end of the road, you've passed that adveristy.
If you can get where you want it to be.
Remember what don't kill you make you stronger.
On the way to the top, you'd do anythin.
But how'd you get back your life when you get there?
That's my question.
I've made many mistakes.
Many wrong turns and choices.
I've fallen more times than I can count.
But it's not too late.
I've got a heart that's bigger than my head.
The ability to be cold or warm.
The immense patience that can tolerate as much bullshit as anyone can throw.
That's all I'll need for now.
To live through the hell-bound journey I'm attending.
Yeah. That's just my dilemma.

Heh. Guess what?
Looks like I did it again.
They violate in a major way.

I was told to Update by someone, so here I am.
Only that that certain person NEVER update also.
Okay, never mind. I know that person will update soon.
Okay. Recently, having a spur of tests.
Passed some failed some, same old same old.
I'm able to sms now. Which is good.
I hate using my mum and dad's phone to sms.
They always complain.
I'm talking to Marcus a-lot nowadays.
Don't worry kiddo. ______ won't play around.
Hating ________ and ______ a-lot.
Those two assholes combined would make Satan run away.
Irritating. Whatever la.
I can't be bothered.
I dislike _____ too.
If you're so unhappy, why even TALK to me in the first place?
Don't give me the pity act or what not.
It sickens me.
Whoa. I'm pissed.
Well, only Marcus would have any sense to understand this post.
Hah. Bang Bang Siti!
Leavin!

xxx
ryan™

I'm feeling happy today!!
Weee~ I did so much work.
And brain dead only at the last second!
Had tuition today!
I took in all the info very very fast.

I'm Happy! >w<

During tuition with Jas-Ma was so fun.
Learn what she was aiming then after that chatted about nonsense!
Talk about _________ also. ;x
Then Mich-Mummy come in.
Tutor me and I actually took in all the info in 40+ mins.
Woo~
So PROUD of myself!
Tomorrow got choir practice.
Wish me luck peeps!

xxx
ryan™

I kinda realized.
I'm not the only lone wolf around.
There's one more.
But two years younger and she's tiny!
Well. On to bigger things.
Congrats to..
michelle.jaslyn.jocelyn.wenqian.chidam&james napoleon
On your O's.
I wanna get that kinda results! ><
Don't know if I can or what.
Better study hard or my head will be handed.
To the first two mothers.
That's.gonna.suck.
SO! I needa work harder than before.
And this time. Failing is not an option!
Wahh. New resolution ehy?
Well. Good night people.
Nightmares are abound.

xxx
ry™

You were there for me.
When you heard about it You comforted me.
You told me to let go if it wasn't meant to be.
It was then I realized you had good intentions all along.
Sometimes, you were so busy, you could've collapsed.
Yet you somehow found time to cheer me up.
Even though I could never be the same.
You stood by me all the way.
Elusive and mysterious. I can't figure you out at all.
But I know I cherish you with all my heart.
Without you, I would've seen the other side.
Maybe I wouldn't have gotten this far at all.
I would probably have given up on myself long ago.
But your encouraging and warm words changed that.
You've changed everything about me.

You 5 have helped me so much...

OKAY! Firstly and fore-mostly.
I have officially finished my PoA tuition homework.
Praise me. Christian God, in your face!
Okay. So I went to school a bit too damned early.
Imba. So watched Muster Parade a bit.
Then went off to the Choir Booth.
They were still setting up so I went to the fitness corner.
Slack for awhile then went off to watch the PDS by NCC and NPCC.
Sad. Got malu for NPCC PDS. But other than that. Quite nice.
NCC was better in choice of music though.
Loved the first song that played.
Then after that went to practice for performance.
The Accapella practiced first. Then after that, brushed up on some errors.
After that went to the hall for mic check.
Then went off to Canteen to practice a bit more.
Went up to perform after that.
We were nicely accepted. Yay~
After that went off to play Basket ball for awhile.
Followed by slack session around the Drama Booth.
Then went off with Drama peeps with lunch.
Eat already then check phone.
Oh. My. _______. God.
6 missed calls from Dad, Home and younger sister.
Called Dad then he scream at me.
Tell me go home.
Imba. So I went off with Eugene to MRT.
Did a bit of POA in the MRT then finished the rest at home.
Grrr. I can only say, ____ you ______.
You irritating fool. Of all songs.
Why so imba and choose ____________?!!
You ___. Well. Whatever. It's finally over.
I need to learn dancing from Lucas now.
For the CNY project.
Once again. Imba.
Crap. Sure die already.
Whatever la. Tsk.
Shall just get this over and done with.

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Now playing: Hardcore Feelings - Rave Allstars
via FoxyTunes

So far. Only 8 people I smsed.
8 people received my New Years message.
Well. They're the most special to me.
So sue me if you're unhappy.
I'd be glad to have a lawsuit with you.
Well. Happy New Year folks.

xxx
RYAN™