Hello people! I'm not sure I'm continuing to post about what i think but I'll be posting stories up here as soon as the whole chapter is finished. Hope you guys will find it nice.

I'm goin through this shit. Not all of it but the song title describes it.

I fucking cared alright?! You want goodbye? I'll GIVE YOU goodbye alright? FUCK IT. SAYONARA. And THANK YOU for showing me that not EVERYONE I KNOW CAN BE TRUSTED.

I wanna fucking cry out loud, but the fact that I forgot how to makes it hard. I haven't cried in years.
Only some people who are close know why. FUCK IT. Learning how to conceal my feelings. EVEN from you was easy. After that, Showing it was hard. This is how I work. I may seem like a cold person, but I'm.. I'm still human. Fuck.


Pic Of the Day:

Fai. The Carefree Assassin. Graceful and beautiful.

Some dream I had while napping.

There I sit, in the corner of a dark room.
All I have is a chained ring around my neck.
I'm terrified of what's outside.
I bite my nails.
Someone bangs on the Door.
A familiar voice!
Alas, it is a trick.
I scream and run back, pulling the trigger.
An explosion occurs.
I wake up.
I'm engulfed in flames,
But they feel cool.
Gloves on my hand ignite,
As the rest of the flames die.
I smile.


And then, I wake up.. Tch.. Pic of the Day time!

Pic of the Day:

Agito/Akito Bloody Road King and Rightful owner of the Fang regealia. The Boy with the split personality from Air Gear

New Blogskin by eclair-x. I tested it out and to my surprise, that singaporean girl is sec 3 too. And rich at that. rofl. Better have the pic of the day up!

Pic Of the Day:

Ceil. The creator of the Ciel Energy System, Resurrector of Zero and The Cyber Elf User.

Downloaded Maple Private server. LOL, can't login cos of the special 2x every Friday, Sat and Sun. ROFL!
Anyway, I'm addicted to Roleplaying in forums and Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn! :D And i'm bored..
Ah well. Since you guys are here, I'll type out my Birthday wishes.

Wishlist
1. Smses from my MUMMIES saying Happy B'day
2. A new sling bag
3. Cake(Preferably Durian or Chocolate)
4. Guitar lessons
5. Kendo Lessons
(For Rich people onwards)
6.Rose Pink PSP
7. Nintendo DS
8. The World Ends With You DS game
9. Ace Attorney Apollo Justice DS game.

Fureta yubi samete kizuna ni
Kuzure yuku kokoro no suki ma
Samayou karada wo

Katachinaku yami he to kieru
Iroaseta omoi ha tooku
Sagasu no ha shinkirou

"Mirai wo tooku ni kazashiteru"

Kirameita sekai to iki oku wa
Miageta sora yume wo yobi okosu
Hateshinai yoru ni deau keshiki wa
Sugita hibi no kotae mo miezu

Konnani mo tooku hanaretetemo
Terasu hikari kimi ni tadoritsuku
Kiseki wo kanau hazu

Nakushite wa kasaneta omoi
Mune tooku kimeta yakusoku
ashita wo egaku wo

Otomo naku kokoro ni hibiku
Harukanaru yozora wo tsutau
kawashita kotoba ima mo

"Mirai wo tooku ni kazashiteru"

Kawari sekai toki wo koete wa
wasureta sora mirai wo sagashita
Owaranai yoru ni mune no kodou wa
Furueta mama hasumete wa hibiku

Watashita kurikai wo hanaretete mo
Meguru basho de yume ni tadoritsuku
Kiseki wo kanau hazu

Kirameita sekai to iki oku wa
Miageta sora yume wo yobi okosu
Hateshinai yoru ni deau keshiki wa
Sugita hibi no kotae mo miezu

Konnani mo tooku hanaretetemo
Terasu hikari kimi ni tadoritsuku
Kiseki wo kanau hazu

If you're a D Gray Man fan, youu should know what this is. :D

Life a neverending circle of miracles and consequences.
A woman dies when her child is born, in the end of life comes a new beginning.
In the darkness of strife comes the light of hope.
Even the smallest flames shine bright when they're surrounded by darkness.

So darn fucking true.
Most of us just take life for granted and do stupid thing to our bodies.
Smoking, tattoos, Body Mods(No offense Rae! :D) and all that shit.
I realized it when I was actually asleep.
Interesting where my random enlightenments come together!
Anyway, My POA paper was fun.
But odd enough, I could not make the Trial balance tally.
Ugh! But still managed to do the others :D
I'm free till Friday mind you! :9

Pic of the day:

Jo. The silver haired angel from Burst Angel

Mama, We're all going to HELL.

Ciaossu!~
-RYAN☺

First of all.. Belated Mothers Day greetings to my 5 special angelic DEVILS who have put up with my nonsense and helped me for the mid years and the coming EOY! :D


Anyway, today had physics and maths p2 Not really confident about Paper 2 but I think I can pass for Physics! :D Anyway, kena drilled by my Mama for POA. Wah, I feel smarter for POA already.. Good luck to 3o3 for POA tmr people! Oh, and remember to study for the Theory questions too!

Pic of the Day:

Uzumaki Naruto! The Next Hokage and Kyubii container.

ok people! I had like.. NOTHING to do. I read Nic mei's post so I felt that i just HAD to post too.. rofl! I'm bored people!

Did Maths P1 and Geography! Easy stuff! X3 anyway, I kinda need to sleep since my dad's nagging and quarrelling with my mom. Current time is 0208. And a special quote for Nicole! Remember, Promises are never broken. Just.. Forgotten

Pic of the Day:

Riku. The Twilight. Unseen, but always there.

Pressure.. Pushing down on me
Pushing Down on you, No man has fallen.

-RYAN☺

I woke up at 7.38am(Wow i remembered!)just to cut my hair.. >_> So early la! Anyway, I met the dude who cuts my hair and guess what? HE LIVES AT YISHUN! homg!

anyway, Thank you for opening up Nicole. I'm proud that you dare to tell me what you are on the inside. Remember that promises are never broken, Just forgotten.and also that this idiot of a brother is always there okay? =3

Pic of The Day:

Allen Walker. Disciple of the 14th Noah and Cross Marian.

Whoa.. Massive fantasy dream earlier.

I'm in this town and I'm walking. then, this girl comes up and says something about half angel people attacking us. I run with her and see a horde of em. I take out this weapon that looks like a cross between a gun and a sword and start blading through them.

After I'm done, I pick up this triple barrelled gun and realize it's some special gun called Ceberus. Then I enter this building and it's all victorian style with a Silent Hill feel. Then these Zombie devils come out and i kick them followed by a blast to the head with the gun I picked up earlier. I explore and do all kinds of shit and see this guy in charge of the screwed up undead he's created. I talk shit with him and start to fight. his right hand has these sharp tentacle things that keep lunging at me. Then I get hit by one. I pull it so i can get a clear shot in his face and the dude dies but not before saying something really fricking disturbing.

So then, I'm at the airport and it's all busy with people needing to get to their flights. I accidentally bump into one and he stares at me. He then sees the pendant I'm wearing and leaves. So I think "What the fuck was THAT about?" and keep walking. I go into the manager's office and see the dude dead. I leave and realize all the people aren't human so i start blasting and slashing my way out. Real bloody scene.

Then I leave and find out that after I came out of suspended animation(Wtf la? doesn't happen in the beginning) everyone got infected with a zombification virus. Yeah. Just like resident evil. infected people. only few survivors. So I explore the town and find out that only me and a girl by the codename FS. Shine are the only survivors. I meet up and find out her name's Rachel Starshine.

So we start disinfecting the place by how? Blasting, slashing and impaling our way our. then when we THINK we're done, some infected looking god comes out and says we are monsters, destroying the peace. we talk shit, and I start shooting.

Can't remember anything after that. Tsk.

-Rai

Life never waits for anyone. and I officially hate my dad. I mean hey! Just cos I suck more at studies than my sister doesn't mean you can look down on me! >_> Parents.. Hate 'em! and I'm addicted to Simple Plan's "Love is a Lie." I love the guitars! XD

So anyway, I'm better than Humphery at Resistance: Fall Of Man. YEAY!!! But sorry Humph. Didn't mean to screw you up. So ya. Here the Pic

Pic of the Day

Sora. Keyblade Wielder.